It feels like I’m breaking down Thinking through these feelings My eyes tearing, lips trembling Disassembling dreams Sweet melodies receding Thoughtful poetry Coming undone As the suns light Drifts out of sight It excessively sends Ample aches all around My run-down body I want to abstain from Loving you But when I do, it feels like I’m suffocating Greatly attempting To regain my breath I don’t make sense Of why I allow you To get to me in this way All I know is that I need you I am trapped in emptiness Without you around me