I stood amongst your dimension,
a constructed reality perfected
in synchronized rhythm, a beautiful
dream filled with purpose and
freedom, a flowering love existing
beyond tranquility and time, an
inspiration invoking illumination
and magical grace

As I laid across the
bed in my starlit
room, I could see
vivid depictions
of your existence,
brown tanned eyes
in my sight, rosy
cheeks in harmonious
galaxies, gleaming lips
a thousand worlds of
illuminating pleasure.
You were my dazzling
diamond, a rare gem
brightening my darkest
days.

It’s so hard to say goodbye
to the memories hanging
in the sky, upbeat sounds
of glorious days when we
used to hang out at your
crib and play video games
all day.

We’d sit in front of the TV
and inhale all the
breathtaking escape,
endless moments soaring
past our eyes, feet stomping,
music pounding, bassline
breathing, as our sparkling
faces rose in high extremes.

It’s so hard to say goodbye
to the good times, but I
know in my heart that
You will never fade away.
You will forever be a bright
wave flowing seamlessly
across the brilliant landscape.

I was at war with myself
I could feel the inner existence
of my creation clashing with the
outer existence of my kingdom,
massive explosions erupting
inside my brain, hyper
volcanoes rising and flaming,
collapsing and shifting under
lifeless seas, sunken illusions,
crazed dreams, empty shadows
suspended in darkness, departed
depictions, abstract realities,
blackened bridges, burning
proximities, toxic chemistry,
a splitting scar soaked in
slippery tar, diminishing
in crippling stages.

I remember when you walked
out of my life and shattered
my world, the wailing and
thrashing whirling overboard,
unspoken diction stuck inside
my soul, scrambled riddles, as
I inhaled hellfire and damnation,
every part of my existence filled
with drunken madness.

I inhale apocalypses inside
my soul, embracing the
raging vibrations, disintegrating
mazes, distorted truths beneath
shadowed walls, perplexed
kingdoms, gasping galaxies,
a drifting analogy sinking
in chaos.

I could see your aura so
clear in the sunlight, the
ultimate existence emerging
into a river of transcendence,
blissful awakenings, an essence
of serene strength and consciousness,
a substance of striking chemistry
exhaling its creative passion across
the horizon.