When you look in the mirror what do you see? Is it beauty? scars of your past? Feelings of disgust?
..Me, I see all of the above..

A life filled with guilt i drown in my shame.
A face masked by makeup and lipstick smiles ive learned to fake.

..Fake friends, fake love, it all turns to hate..

A beauty that once was, no longer is.
Faded away, nothing but a memory lost in the wind.

Sociopath.   One who feels no empathy, no sympathy, no emotion.
Sociopath.   Not understanding wrongful actions, only pleasing one's satisfaction.

Sociopath.   Living without truly caring.. what is the purpose?
Sociopath.   Living a lie, its all just pretentious.

Sociopath.   Selfishness at its finest, a confidence so strong.
Sociopath.   Peace of mind, sinful bliss, morality gone.

Sociopath.   Having no shame, no guilt, no conscience.
Sociopath.   A devil within, feeding the monster, entertaining one's concupiscence.

Sociopath.   Evil, Deceitful, Lethal.
Sociopath.   Probably me, living amongst you people.

I never needed you by my side or in my life.
That was a privilege I gave you and you took it for granted. Losing me was the price.
I know my worth and God got me, so, I’m gon’ be alright.
You should have opened your eyes.
Realized.
Either way I guess it was only a matter of time.
I saw through your lies.
You’re a narcissist and I’m on top of it.
I recognized your disguise.
In truth I’m glad I got to know you.
I love you.
I know you love me too.
But, I have no strings for you to pull, I won’t tolerate psychological abuse, and I’m not one to be used.
So, you can’t be you.
I see that you’re bothered and confused.
Maybe you took me for a fool but the jokes on you.
I accepted you and all your ugly truths.
We could have been brilliant together.
Unbreakable & capable of anything. A euphoric pleasure.
Now, none of that matters.
Im closing this chapter.
Ain’t gon’ be no happily ever after.
Best of luck to you my wrong time, right lover.
I’ll forever cherish our beautiful disaster.