I see your torment
In shades of alabaster and blue
I hear you're whining
And gagging beneath me too
I pity your effort
it goes in vain
I relish your sorrow
I feed off your pain
I triggered this Saga
To drive you insane
Laughing in silence
as your sobbing my name
Aroused by the violence
I'll bring the pain
I am the defiler
Legions my name

Faceing this world
All brused and blistered
Gripping my sword
My prayer never whispered

Beaten down
Before the masses
Thrown from town
Ill see its ashes

My day will come
The pain will end
Ill collect my sum
I have business to tend

Its coming soon
My stage right exit
Beyond the moon
To fast to check it

Taking my time
enjoying Vengeance so sweet
Licking my wounds
Your guts at my feet

You pick the wrong one
it's time you suffer
I become a god
You Bow to no other

It started out
Like childerns games
Did you hear that
that's me smashing your brains

Don't cry to me
Because I don't give a ****
your flesh is weak
My sacrificial lamb

over under inside out
And through the side
I own the mark maker.
For the Lion's Pride

Simple enough
is what the direction said
She lies through her teeth
then begs to be fed

but  around toward the back
In the very front
Chiquita bananas
picked fresh for the hunt

So heed my wisdom
and walk crooked but true
it's all upside down
and better me than you

Excuse me sir
I beg to differ
My words are not
To decode in Cipher

they are mostly
My obsession
And often times
my confession

Outright an utter
Heresy
Viewed by some
As blasphemy

So tread lightly
through my grimoire
Are gamble your sanity
Forevermore
©

can i take it all back


Extinguish
the pain

Left behind in your wake

I guess I can't
your  under the ground
It's far too late
We had our final round

It's been a year now
I've been widowed man
I throw in the towel
I'll never understand

27 years old
I never seen it coming
if i would have been told
I would have came running

I'm so sorry girl
That it wasn't me
leaving this world
On Christmas Eve

tosed and forgotten
bleeding and sodding
decayed and rotting

i Christened the hole
i stuffed you to furment
was it worth your soul
to wallow in torment

all the the sorrow
You dished at leisure
lones to follow
you like a rapid creature

out of the sorrow
I came to see
there's always tomorrow
and another debauchery

heaven on earth
not for you and I
the devil mounts his perch
Oblivious I get high

same old rut
I wallow and grin
under the grime and ****
we fellowship with sin

it's what I deserve now
for losing my way
I've always knew how
so today is the day

In to the sun
Throttle wide open
Hurrindis fun
Regard all broken
She is my smile
My reason to be
No matter the mile
If she ever needed me
The more I know
Shows me class
I'm sure there's more
You bet your ***
Never in life
Have I ever seen
Something so beautiful
Honest and clean
My heart in her hands
I must confess
But I've made plains
To give her joy and nothing less

Baked and blistered
Battered and bruised
my Insides  fesder
the pus starts to ooze

it left me here
to die and rot
now screaming
and sobbing
im drowning in snot

I deserve know better
For my Carnage and sin
I knew it was coming
And it will never end

this special place in hell
was reserved just
for me
To Waller in torment
I can never get free

Forever separated
From the presence of God
Eternal damnation
Forgotten and Faded
Abuse of Mutilation

Never before have I revealed my madness
Are described to the world my infinite sadness
All these Twisted thoughts
To be received and sent
I am omnipotent
But wretched and bent
That's what my sickness does for me
That's how the devil set me free

Life is so meaningness
Damp and awkward
Effort so senseless
Disappointment like clockwork
I wonder when it was
That I lost my Grit
Why the pieces refuse to fit
Is it payback for Deeds
Gone unpunished
Slaughter and Theft
Plundering through the *******
Of an unforgiving world yet we pay homage

We are the beautiful
the forgotten and lost
screaming feeding and blissful
Damnation the cost

we are the wicked
the faul and unclean
bringing forth sorrow
And atrocities unseen

Content in our malice
Our home is macob
Using blessed hatred
To finish the job

we are the prideful
the finished and gone
Leaving only the sobbing
Like forever looping songs

We are the beautiful
the forgotten and lost
screaming feeding and blissful
Damnation the cost

we are the wicked
the faul and unclean
bringing forth sorrow  
And atrocities  unseen

Content in our malice
Our home is macob
Using blessed hatred
To finish the  job

we are the prideful
the finished and gone
Leaving only the sobbing
Like a ever looping song

Inside out
We are the chosen
The fallen yet free
Torn yet broken
But first to see

Lost in the shuffle
Is pitty and shame
The screams we muffle
And pass on the blame

After the feast
Full yet empty
We part on the least
Devoid of pitty

We come and go
Like a thief in the night
A lie that's so
The Duality of light

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before the birth of time and space
well after chaos ensued
Mathematics putting everything in place
the universe shapeless and crude

comes rime and reason
life and coherent thought
hate lies and treason
****** and destruction
Nurtured and taught

Beautiful and tragic
It may well be
To distract and  entertain
The powers-that-be

but it all comes together
like a puzzle made to fit
We connect are tether
and take another hit

Running screaming going blind
The Eternal Gates
Is what I find
They wait for me there
With lust and hunger
to rip and scorch and tare
My Flesh asunder
He asked if it was worth the fun
As he licks out my eyes
With his forkid tongue
Meat for the Beast
Is all i am
I wake up in sweat
my  pain has ceased

on the edge
the end of it all
one slight slip
and i just mite fall
over into a world of illusion
Death metal *** and confusion
for animosity has stricken me
taken my mind
and made me free
now all i feel
and all i see
Is the hell and Damnation inside of me

only in darkness
Have i seen the light
Only through  fear
Can I get up and fight

Only in sadness
Could I smile again
Only through faith
May I Indulgence in sin

Only through blindness
Will I ever see
Only through kindness
Will we ever be free

I saw him again
out of the corner of my blind eye
struting never among men
making his very presents a lie

due to the laws of perception
I willed him into existence
despite my conviction
my mind holds reservation

did I imagine him
are could he have imagined me
reason proves to be growing slim
how could this be

as long as he dwells off to the left
I can let him make it
and be true to thi self
man it's time to quit

I
Understand this
all too well
I orchestrated
My own living hell

Through hunger and greed
A facilitated the wicked
Condemn the innocent
And with held their ticket

Survival of the fittest
Only the strong is Worthy
**** out the sickest
Be the judge jury

I Should Have Been Told
That empathy would come
That I would meet my end
With this big Chrome gun

Sickening duality of Rot & reason
Laid upon the afterbirth
Of a thousand Legion

The unnameable one
Sets and listens
To all the dreams
Of righteous Christians

Like a starving vulture
He feeds then pukes
Screams out loud
And pulls out the hooks

Free of his binds
He moves toward
The blessed and meek
To clam his reward

tosed and forgoten
bleeding and sodding
decayed and rotting

i Christened the hole
i stuffed you to furment
was it worth your soul
to wallow in torment

all the the sorrow
You dished at leisure
lones to follow
you like a rapid creature

Foregoing the obvious
favoring the obscure
I called the abyss
Frightened alone and unsure

If only to find
the source of dismay
a seed to this evil
Could I atone redeem are repay

But hatred and sorrow
Is all to be found
A horrific tomorrow
Like music with no sound

To all of those
Who want to hear are listen

One is not the same
And the same
Could be different

Either way
Or neither one
We all must pay
With flesh not coin

Its the price we pay
To live in sin
Resist as you may
It will soon begin

my father was
a man of god
preached his word
and spoiled not the rod

This I thought as a child
I followed his footsteps
Became blessed
And endowed

Until his sins
Left him dead
and me torn
To be raised by kin
Too angry to mourn

all that he taught
became a lie
I was only 16
When he decided

On the edge
The of it all
One slight slip
And i just mite fall
Over into a world illusion
Death metal *** and confusion

Now animosity has stricken me
Taking my mind
And made me free
Relishing inblessed damnation
Hatred being final key

I smite you
You wretched welp
I smothered the world
Without your help

these pitiful  carcass
All laid to smolder
With you crawing around
nursing that chip on your shoulder

My benevolent brethren
It sure was fun
A glorious Symphony
with Nowhere to Run

back in the grime
you slip and hide
clutching for time
brains all fried

running on empty
paying for rain
far Beyond tipsy
the left side of sain

wicked and free
your life has been
till you meet me
I've seen your sin

Ravenous hunger
Rapid and foaming
invading your slumber
To invoke the atoning

I was lost hungry
And all alone
Until my beautiful came along
She made me feel
And help me see
That beauty could be found
Even inside the likes of me
All I hold precious
Is by my side
she forced off the mask
In which I hide
Thank God for her patience
Despite my pride
Are flesh is one
Two Souls intertwined

In the conception
Of the unholy union
Through my perception
Mask by illusion

Comes the the master of lies
Grinning in nodding
Swarming with flies
Pointing in talking

He prays on the simple
Afraid and confused
They pray at his Temple
And pay to be abused

We are the chosen
The fallen yet free
Torn yet broken
But first to see

Lost in the shuffle
Is pitty and shame
The screams we muffle
And pass on the blame

After the feast
Full yet empty
We part on the least
Devoid of pitty

We come and go
Like a thief in the night
A lie that's so
The Duality of light

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As I  drunken in my floor listening to the demons snore I look back to see myself to my surprise is nothing left a ******* hole of Twisted Soul laughing at Insanity this time he will do it right this time he will not fight then I ask why why should a demon cry Damon says only when I look towards the sky because all I've seen is whips and chains and Broken Dreams people dancing as a devil screams

My role is chaperone
To unmolded Clay
For the unruly
Are off to play

Never before
Could I comprehend
Such utter neglect
Where do I begin

Perhaps in the middle
To make no sense
A cosmic joke
A blindfolded riddle

What was my point
The mute would ask
That ships done sailed
Ignorance has come to pass

My clay is dried out
And my ego sore
I turn off the laughter
And slam the door

All that's left to do now
Is genocide
Keeping up with the Joneses
And their Petty homicide

So roll out the carpet
And bake me a cake
I'll be driving in backwards
For pity's sake

As I sit alone and listen
Praying for some rime or reason
I make it final mission
Still so hungry and freezing

You may be lost
But so am I
I paid the cost
With binds that tie

Who are you
To ask this of me
It haunts you too
I can plainly see

But it's your mess
You made with greed
I failed the test
Let the demons feed

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I wonder this world
Lost in the sand
Destruction and chaos
My only friend
I take what I want
And leave the rest
Too many battles fault
I passed your test
So leave me be
With debauchery and sin
It fortifies me
So let's begin