I'm scared of living life where everyday is the same.
If my life was a book I want to keep the readers entertained,
I want them to feel excited when they turn the page;
I dont just want happiness, I also want pain,
I want sunshine and rain,
peace and rage,
sometimes i'm a coward and other times brave.
Every experience whether good or bad is a gain,
because with experience comes wisdom,
and wisdom increases with age.

These are my thoughts, but the truth is
all my days are the same,
I keep living the same experience again and again.
I feel like a prisoner locked in a cage,
if I keep living like this i'll **** myself,
I need to find an escape
Being happy feels weird for me,
because depression is my normal state.
I'm an innocent man,
so why do I feel like i'm imprisoned in jail.

I guess i'm a failed writer,
because after reading a couple of pages my readers get tired,
even though i'm not admired
I still have hope because I haven't been fired.
This book is important,
because it has to be written by only me another writer cant be hired.

I'm scared that my family might be unimpressed with my book,
because even if its **** its the greatest task I ever undertook.
I know at this task I might ****
but i poured my tears and blood into this,
I hope i'm not overlooked.
And even though my book is boring and plain,
I put in whats real, I dont include that which is fake
and I dont want money or fame,
I just want to touch the hearts of my readers and keep them entertained.