she looks at the shell and wonders … how many people have walked past without noticing it hurrying through their lives chasing other people’s dreams … she stops smiles and decides to be different
dark night sound of a train in the distance sad call of a lonely owl hungry bark of a fox passing by wind playing with the leaves of a tree church bell striking twice reminding me to fall asleep
in many ways he was like all the other men she had loved and left before but there was something about him that felt different exciting and mysterious it made her shiver with delight and expectation but also anxious as she discovered a longing in her she had not experienced before this unknown desire alarmed her and she feared loosing control I need to quickly decide whether to leave him or to succumb to my desire she hastily thought yet there was no rush her heart had already decided as this time she had met her soul mate
she sits on the bench quietly so that nobody can see her despair as she wonders if she still has the strength to pick herself up after yet another disappointing failure
you are so different today I do not see desire in your eyes but resignation and a sense that things will never be the same where are your smiles and your belief that everything you touch will magically transform I am sad as I sense that you are anticipating the end
They say she treated you badly Taking advantage of your kindness and love I understand your pain and anger But I do not understand Why you make me suffer for it
she looks out of the window into a bright blue sky I have not heard from him for a long time she quietly says opens a drawer takes out pen and paper and begins to write slowly and thoughtfully
This is a beautiful train journey Green meadows Silvery sea Blue sky And yellow sun
It was not like that two weeks ago When I was on the train Looking forward to seeing you Then the meadows were brown And the sea was black The sun was hidden And the sky was crying I know now that they were anticipating my pain