lines
circles
entanglement

dark sky and no moon
fleeting images of clouds
grieving is my soul

she looks
at the
broken cup

just like
my life
she sighs

she picks
up the
pieces

undecided
what
to do next

plan
action
success

I like islands as
they let me escape
from the drudgery
of everyday life.
Once I land on an island
I cut off the rope
that secured my boat.
Then I open
my arms and heart widely
allowing freedom to replace
repression and fear.
After a while I am me again
and ready to take on
the impossible.
Then it is time
to take my mobile
out of my bag and check
my text messages.

red wine
white wine
you & I

hot
passion
more

I could stop
and do something else
but I carry on
as I lack courage

you are so
different today
I do not see
desire in your eyes
but resignation
and a sense
that things will
never be the same
where are your smiles
and your belief that
everything you touch
will magically transform
I am sad as I  sense
that you are
anticipating the end

the sound of your cello
touches me
and sends shivers
down my spine
it is electrifying
and promises so much
and increases my desire
to rest in your arms

I came
because you are
from my country

I came
because I love
the sound of the cello

I came
because I needed
inspiration

his
mine
ours

night
anxiety
awake

lightening
thunder
summer

sleep
dream
relax

ok
I talk *******
so what

ok
I am crazy
do I care

ok
you leave me
does it matter

do not be afraid
go for it
determined
with power
and joy

do not be afraid
it is your life
your choice

do not be afraid
take it
you deserve it
just smile
it is easy

you
me
chaos

I am seeking
but I cannot find.

I am passionately seeking
but I cannot find.

I am desperately seeking
but I cannot find.

Do I know what I am looking for?

rain
enchantment
Scotland

I have not seen you
for a while
I have not heard from you since
you last wrote
I have almost forgotten
that you once encouraged me
now I am ready
to make the move
but I cannot tell you
as you might have forgotten
that we could have been friends

bluebells and lilac
you walking away from me
should I follow you

giddiness
why
not

why are you
going part-time
she asks
not being able
to understand
my decision

I smile at her
as I explain
that I want
to have time
to do work
I believe in

majestic mountains
red boat floating on the lake
happiness for me

she takes
a deep breath
straightens
her body
and stands tall
I can do it
she smiles
and makes
the first step
to begin her
new journey

pollution
noise
traffic
cranes
frantic
chaotic
*****
vibrant
humm­ing and buzzing
but turn a corner
and you are greeted by
serene squares
with small parks
and stone benches
inviting you
to sit down and relax
and connect with those
who have been here
centuries ago

yesterday
pain

today
pain

tomorrow
the same

happy
sad
yo-yo

sisters
bond
forever

I do not
understand
why you smile
when
everything
seems to go wrong
I say

I know
that
things
will change
she answers
and smiles

breathe in
breathe out
carry on

I want to live
in a real castle
I want to drive
a big and fast car
I want to eat
chocolate all day
I want a prince
to kiss me
and make me his princess
the little girl seighs
closes her eyes
and falls asleep

daffodils
spring
awakening

why did it take me
so long
to realize that
for me
we are us
but for you
we are you and I

black
white
harmony

angry storm outside
warmth and comfort in the house
waiting for the change

morning
sunshine
hope

how are you
he asks
looking at her
with concern

I am struggling
she answers
trying to find
the right path

she
he
trust

tea
smiles
warmth

red sun, misty sky,
smell of earth and evergreen,
vast uncertainty

bright moon on black sky
cold winter night and white snow
longing for your love

night
sleep
healing

white and glistening snow
trees and paths seem not the same
stillness touches me

this is  my gift for you
she said and gave him
a white sheet of paper

he looked at the paper
and was surprised
as there was nothing
written on it

it is empty
she explained
so that you can fill it
with the memories
of the happy times
we shall spend together

she looked
at him
undecided
and scared

jump
he said
with a smile
if you decide
to follow
your dreams
everything
will fall into place

she looked
at him again
saw his
deep love
for her
and jumped

white
lie
why

new year
new challenges
new ideas
new solutions
new hopes
new struggles
new love
new life
new me

she looks
at the list
that she has just written
and decides
that she needs
nothing new

I follow you
to the end
of the world
she said

but I am
not going there
he responded
and walked away