my childhood friends are all married,
or living together,
or planning weddings,
and I’m alone.
so, they try to hook me up
with matt’s or kevin’s or john’s.
“it will click,
when you find the right one.”
i know what they mean.
it’s already happened, i’m done.
i’ve seen the moon
glistening on the forehead.
i’ve felt the touch,
pale fingers on my arms.
i’ve heard the voice
soft, sweet, and clear…
i’m not interested in trying anymore
my mr. right
has already come and gone.

there is more to life than love,
but everyone is in such a rush.
slow down, there will be time
for weddings
and babies
and buying a house.
remember when
we used to stay out all night
just driving around
with the windows down?
we would dream of getting older,
all the places we would go...
we were going to travel to Europe together
and maybe never come back.
but now i'm alone in this sentiment
everyone so blinded by love
maybe i just got it out of my system
high school boyfriends never worked.
or maybe everyone just found "the one"
and mine was "the one that got away"
or maybe some people are just content
with the small town they grew up in.
but not me
there is **** to do and people to see.
every now and then
i get lonely, so i try,
but if a relationship gets too cozy,
i get the urge to run,
and i cannot fathom
why the rest don't do the same.

Sometimes
I pretend that you died
It's easier
Sometimes
I pretend the stars are gods
Guiding me
Like there is a reason
For everything
A reason why you met me
And left me
Questioning myself
What's real, what's imagined
Sometimes
I lie so well
I forget the truth.

Love never betray us
But lover does.

Without sea
The boat is purpose free.

Without greenery
Nature has no scenery.

Without dust
Rain never cast.

Without pain
There is no gain.

Without any seek
Life is freak.

Without stern
We can’t learn.

Without brave
Life is grave.

Without love
The world is full of starve.

Like all these, without thee
My life is like the autumn tree.

In search of life
I have reached too close to death.

Let me be free to climb my dream
Let my dream be flow like a stream
Please don’t hold me from back
Please let me go to fulfill my luck.

Let me be free to start my journey
Let me be free to fulfill my destiny.

Let me be free from this man made custom
Let me be free from this religious storm.
Let me sail my boat to the land
Where loves is the only religion
And man never stands against man.
Where life is not a race
Where times never chase from behind to seize
Where I can breathe with my own choice
Where my notion is not everyone’s toys.

"Love is beyond of
knowledge"

She is walking in beauty
With a smile of purity,
Her hairs glimmering like gold
With the help of setting sun,
To her it is untold
That her beauty is the cause of my heart burn.

Like every day I still looking at her
As much as I seeing her
In every minute I am going too close to her
But in every second she is going too far.

Like another day again
She is goings away
Like another day again
I still looking at her left way.

I never told her
That I love her
More than myself,
And I don’t think
I will be able to tell it myself