i'm not so sad anymore
but the pain is still there
kinda feels like there's water in my lungs
I watch the headlights go by and think about nights
a long time ago
took too many trips so now whole world spins
feels weird to say goodbye to the only life i've ever known
lay my youth down to rest along with the pills
left the spray paint in the back of my car and drove off a cliff
went to the ocean for a few days and never really came back
left a piece of my heart to drown
can't see the stars out of this window, still hoping I can get a wish soon
find a home in a strange place
never speak above a whisper so no one can find me
wish I could say you loved me but i'm not so sure these days
memories taste like newports
pollute my head, stuck in a haze, rainy days are never enough
once you know demons are real you can't stop seeing them
wish she'd leave me alone
just wanna be me
landon cube on the stereo got my head in the clouds
thinkin about her eyes wish I never fell in love with Judas
got a glass heart but I still haven't glued it back together cause
I lost a couple shards along the way
diet coke dreams still haunt me