Colors, sounds, art, love                                                             ­     
Give me more noise to drown out the silence                            
Lines on cavas                                                            ­                      
Shape with feeling                                                          ­                
Lines on paper                                                            ­                    
Lost metaphor                                                                      ­           
Found meaning
When all I'm meaning to say                                                        
*I
was waiting
for you
my whole life
and
if you
leave me now
all I'm waiting on
is death

I allow
  myself
    to fall
      because
        your falling
          and
            if you're crawling
              on the ground
                 I don't want you
                  to crawl alone
I only
love you
I only want
to show you

I watched the bandits come to steal my sky
Black mask and black eyes
Black shapes spreading night
They stole the silver lining of the clouds
They took the sun and took the moon
Absconded with the stars I wish on
Held in their cruel gloved hands
All of my dreams

I swam with sharks to save you from drowning
Hungry and hateful
Sharp teeth driven by instinct
They smelled my blood in the water
Could feel my hearts broken beating
Madly longing for meat
A feeding frenzy
My flesh a feast

I died in a war to live with you
Young and hopeful
Bullets smile as they cut me down
Bombs falling as rain I try to dance in
I feel explosions in my heart
tanks and armies marching
I see enemy lines
And battles lost

I'm in the sky
With a knife
Stabbing at the clouds
Massive gashes
The belly of the nimbus
Bleeding out
Its cries are thunder
Its tears are rain
The sky is pain
I strike as lighting

These gray skies in my eyes
Are how the storm in my soul
Tries to escape

I'm in the wind
Howling with the trees
Your whole house quakes
Foundation shakes
My whisper in the breeze
Becomes a scream
Something you can feel
But never hold
My turbulence
Blowing bitter cold

Only may my tears
Become the clouds
**I want them to rain on you

I would've given up
A long time ago
**** it
I should give up now
But I can't
Its only because my empty hands
Hold a heart
And if I'm buried
I'm taking it with me
It's mine
As mine has always been
       Only yours......
I should've given up
A long time ago
I know
I could give up now
But I won't
Its only because I still have love to give
You as well
And if I get lost in darkness
Your light will fade
Its true
As truth has always been
Only yours
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I'll be your eyes to help you see
You'll be my heart to help me bleed
I'll be your shadow
You'll be my ghost
We'll share a body
~~~~~••••••••••~~~~~
We'll share a love
We'll share a house
We'll share the stars
That we're made from
                                I could be strong
                                    Without you
                                    But I'd never
                                   Be strong
                                    Enough
+++++++++++++++­+++++++++++++++
I was born
To love you
Its written in the stars
You were made
To love me
Its written on your heart