BAD DREAMS

WILL YOU HOLD MY HEART TONIGHT? I FEEL IT MIGHT STOP,
WILL YOU TELL ME IT WILL BE ALRIGHT? CAN YOU DO THIS
WITH NO TEARS IN YOUR EYE’S ?
CAN THE SUNSHINE BRIGHTER TOMORROW ON OUR LIVES
LIKE NEVER BEFORE?
JUST TO HAVE YOU MOM CALMS MY FEAR GIVING ME MORE THAN HOPE. SUCH A BIG WORLD IN SMALL EYES OF BLUE, A LITTLE BOY GROWING UP IN A **** HOLE OF A WORLD.
IF I TRY HARD CAN ALL MY DREAMS COME TRUE?
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES I FEEL SCARED AND INSECURE,
WHEN I GROW UP WILL MY BAD DREAMS GO AWAY?
I WONDER WHY I WAKE IN HORROR INSTEAD OF DREAMING OF MY FUTURE, TELL ME AGAIN HOW WE WILL MAKE IT THROUGH
ONE MORE TIME, ALL I HAVE IS YOU
MOM I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY. I KNOW YOU LOVE ME AND WILL TAKE CARE OF US BOTH BUT I FEAR WHAT LAY AHEAD ON THIS HATE FILLED ROAD WE ARE ON.
WHEN YOU LEAVE TOMORROW I WILL MISS YOU EVERY MINUTE YOUR GONE,
PLEASE COME HOME SOON I HATE WHEN I DON’T HAVE WITH ME.
I ASK GOD WHY YOU CRY SO MUCH, MAYBE YOU HAD ME TOO YOUNG IT MAY HAVE BEEN BETTER IF I WERE NOT BORN? I DON’T WANT YOU TO HURT
I WISH YOUR TEARS WOULD GO AWAY CHANGING TO A SMILE, I KNOW ONE DAY WE WILL BE HAPPY MOM JUST YOU AND I. WHEN I GROW UP I WILL MAKE A LOT OF MONEY AND MAKE EVERYTHING OK, I WILL PAY THE BILLS SO YOU DON’T NEED TO WORK, IF I MAKE ENOUGH MONEY MAYBE WE CAN MOVE FAR AWAY TO A PLACE OF HAPPINESS WHERE THE SUN ALWAYS SHINES. WE CAN TAKE GRAND MOTHER WITH US SO SHE CAN BE HAPPY TOO, JUST TUCK ME IN NOW MOM MY BAD DREAM WENT AWAY LIKE ALWAYS WHEN YOU HOLD ME TIGHT, HUG, AND KISS ME GOODNIGHT. I LOVE YOU MOM TOMORROW WILL COME SOON ALL WILL BE OK , WE WILL LOOK TO THE SUN TOGETHER FOREVER STRONG YOU CAN COUNT ON ME I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU ALONE, SOON I KNOW OUR LIFE IN PARADISE WILL BE HERE SO DON’T CRY MOM I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART YOU ARE MY WORLD.

Once upon a time, in far away mind came an idea spoken for generations but never realized or believed in.

Many have tasted this idea born of mankind, this fallen angel judgement had taken her freewill taken before choice was comprehended.

This vision the idea in this mind of no submission still had an idea of FREEDOM, some how this oppressed mind could see and more than all wanted freedom, this mind wiser than most thought knowing all the time THE mind inside this heart & soul OF this mortal man HAS always been FREE.

FREEDOM of speech may have been taken, FREEDOM of no taxation without representation may have never existed, FREEDOM to CHOOSE what we want to become or believe. Ideals
of misguided intent, the PROPAGANDA of OUR GOVERNMENTS so help me
“GOD IT’S THE TRUTH THE WHOLE AND NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH”
would your leaders lie? Trust in the FEDERAL GOVERNMENT they have your best interest at heart ?

An open mind will forever be free if the belief can breath, for many life suffocation of the mind has taken a toll. No light at the end of there tunnel leaves one in DARKNESS so long BLACK their HEART turns and emptiness soon takes root in their SOUL. I must confess, I as well dwell in this place where the DEMONS come over and over again, never to rest within.

EVEN SO my mind is FREE this no one can control but me my SELF and I, fight instilled was a gift of the greatest love between A FATHER and a son. THE PRIDE in ones self and WHO THEY ARE, is the life blood for a future for all who overcome will inherit what’s left. THRU BLOODLINES of resistance, linage born into carnage will persevere to take the reigns of
FREEDOM, only the strong will live truly free.


“NOW I LAY ME DOWN TO CLEANSE MY MIND TO MY INNER GOD I PRAY”
no negative thoughts can BREED, no OPPRESSION can I feel, no LIES do I hear, ONLY MOTIVATION TO OVERCOME ALL OBSTACLES thrive in my mind this I pray IF I DiE before I wake TELL MY WIFE AND BOTH SON”S carry on my name for YOU WERE ALL I EVER TRULY LOVED LIVE on don’t despair, I live on in your memories my voice will fill your soul here in paradise I will weep and wait for you. SO HELP MY BLEEDING HEART”

I SHALL OVERCOME ALL TRIALS I MUST SURVIVE TO CONTINUE THIS FIGHT FOR FREEDOM
FOR MY FAMILY AND I.