Tom Anthony Tonguia: Poems

1.4k · Apr 2015

Moving On

Tom Anthony Tonguia Apr 2015

How can I let go?
If I know that I can’t
Every Second means every heartbeat
That I waste everyday thinking of you
It’s hard to move on
If you know that the person you really love
Doesn’t like you
Wishing that we can bring back
Our memories we made together
If I have a time machine
I would return to the time
That we have so much fun like there’s no tommorow
I hope someday you’ll realize
That I have loved you so much

Can you give me a tip in creating poems? I guess my poem is not that great yet :/

#movingon

725 · Apr 2016

Ugly Duckling

Tom Anthony Tonguia Apr 2016

Ugly Duckling

Why am I ugly?
Am I a beautiful creature?
Or a disastrous piece of trash?
I'm no handsome person

Do these things really have a factor?
The looks? wealth? or their past?
Because this things really stood out
I don't deserve to have a Snow White

No one seems to like me except my family and my God
I look like a bacteria attacking your body
Waiting for someone to sterilize me
And slowly die and she's now happy

We mingled together
Like in a span of 120 days
In which the erythrocytes die and be replaced again
In order for you to be healthy again, EMOTIONALLY HEALTHY

My life today is ****
Always be excreted
Meant to be excreted
Feelings to be excreted not to be recycled

My feelings are easily produced
When you see and feel that girl who is special
Your heart beats fast
And nervous like watching a horror movie

I received a thunderstruck
A scar to the heart
An emotion that couldn't be determined
A HEART BREAK

I am an ugly duckling
I look **** and ******
With a face that looks like rice fields and corn fields
No one cares

#wew

438 · Apr 2016

The Imposter Child

Tom Anthony Tonguia Apr 2016

The Imposter Child

I am a happy child
Very happy that I laugh so hard
They didn't even tell a joke
I just laugh as hard as I can

I am very satisfied with my life
Very satisfy that I accept all choices they make
They didn't even know what I want
I am very satisfied

I am very in love with her
Very in love that I didn't even know if she loves me or not
She didn't even know how true I am
I am very in love

I am sick and emotionally impaired
Very sick and impaired that they didn't even know how I feel now
They didn't even know if i'm healthy physically and emotionally
I am sick and this is true

#sarcastic #nothappy #sarcasticshit

421 · Apr 2015

Raindrops

Tom Anthony Tonguia Apr 2015

Raindrops

I can't really tell what I feel
To those words that were heard from you
It was like a thunder striking me at my back
A bullet struck in my heart

I cry because you don't understand
What I am feeling right now
You're hurtful thoughts is killing me
Slowly and slowly like a drowning piece of paper in the water

I will let go for you to be happy
I will let go so that even in your saddest moments
You wont be remembering me

I apologize for being so busy
And knowing all that I do is for you
I let go of you for you to start a new beginning
And hoping for the best that's in store for you
In the future

"I am sorry" the only thing that I could say
To cry, the only thing that I could do
The present and future, the things that I would think of
The past, the thing that I strive to forget

#hurt

373 · Apr 2015

Rendition of a love song

Tom Anthony Tonguia Apr 2015

Rendition of a love song

Do I start with something sweet?
Do I start with something cheesy?
Do I start with something corny?
Do I start with a pick up line?
Can I do it?
Is my heart ready for a heartbreak?
I am ready for it.
For the longest time I glanced in your face.
For the times that I saw your smile
I know that I am ready
I am ready to confess
To my unsaid feelings I brought everyday
Yes, I like you
Yes, I need you to understand
On why I am doing this
Yes, hear me when I say I love you
This is my time
To sing to you
My rendition of my love song
Just for you

Im just trying :/

#good

329 · May 2016

Island @18

Tom Anthony Tonguia May 2016

Island @18

In a place with waving waters and breezing air
Where the moon turns full and the stars turns brighter
In a special occasion
Of the girl with blazing aura and beautiful smile

Making it the best day of her life
On her 18th fruitful years
On a night where all things are magical
We offer you the best wishes
That will come in your future

#Monica@18

310 · Jan 2016

Life is a circumference

Tom Anthony Tonguia Jan 2016

Life is a circumference

My life is spinning
Revolving faster than it looks
With memories that's circling through my mind
Those bad days I've experienced

In every circles it makes, it's more complicated
When you broke my heart like ice melting down
You didn't even try to listen to my voice
When I was telling you that it is not true

I was asking God for assistance
Praying hard for us to be together again
Doing all for that miracle to happen
But it kept telling that we are not destined

Today, I end this dumbness
In believing of something impossible
Letting this world in circles
Where my life revolves everyday until I die

Please comment for errors, Thanks :)

260 · Jan 2016

Deepest secrets

Tom Anthony Tonguia Jan 2016

Deepest secrets

I don't have the words to tell what I feel
I don't even know what to do
To the longest depression that I've ever experienced
Thinking what draws the past to me

Present might be good as the past
But every single day pass, I think about the bad times
Saying it out loud that life was a bust
Because no one seems to care about it

Letting go of a person that doesn't need me
So that my feelings won't be hurt as worse as it gets
I let go to start the new beginning
Burying the past and continue the journey for the future to come

Life makes me stronger with a prayer
When God intervenes in every hour I breath
Knowing the sacrifices that he has done for us, I surrender
And the journey to the gates of heaven where God awaits

for errors, please comment or notify me, Thanks :)

246 · Feb 2016

Shattered Heart

Tom Anthony Tonguia Feb 2016

Shattered Heart

I saw you on the bus stop
Weeping your pretty long hair
And saw you holding another hand
The hand of your new love

Remember the days when I was courting you
You were smiling and said yes
That feeling that I almost fell
In a relationship that is false

I was wondering if you really love that person
Because I didn't even feel that feeling
The feeling of true love
Because you trashed me so much

Did you really love me?
Did you even bother sharing your everlasting love to me?
I sacrificed so much, do you even care?
I loved you so much, what a waste

168 · May 2018

December Evening

Tom Anthony Tonguia May 2018

December Evening

A cold, rainy evening
Walking through streets
In the middle of the night
Thinking that I am wrong

Tears in my eyes
When I was telling you
My bad mistakes
Realizing that I was guilty

I am sorry
Sorry for making you sad
For making you feel dissapointed
I am just a person, an imperfect person

It is the greatest time of the year
Wishing you are there with me
To enjoy this evening of this wonderful December

144 · Dec 2017

Sky

Tom Anthony Tonguia Dec 2017

Sky

I am taking my deep breath
In a day with breezing air
Thinking about something happy
In the days that I was with you

I look up to you as a sky
I reach for you like thirst
Seeing you as a deep blue sky
That is making me smile

I must be feeling something else
Something that is good and new
Something that looks like you
Always making me laugh

Your comfort is so special
I feel so significant
But this is not the time
To say this to you

Let us stare in the sky
A sky full of stars
That glows above
And shines like a blink of an eye

I wish that you will stay
Stay by my side and comfort me
Watch the sky and the shooting stars
To say that I like the sky from above

You are my only sky
You are the sky that never rains
Because of your happiness
You are my beautiful sky

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