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331 · Dec 2012
Your words and Your Life
Your Words* use to mean something to me
They use to mean everything to me
Now they are nothing more than a slap to the face.
A constant reminder if you will
As to why we will never be the same
Best friends turn to best foes
Why we aren't together nobody knows
All you do is talk about things you want to do with me
At the end of the day just words I see
No actions or attempts to see each other
Not my fault neither yours
Actually I blame myself for letting you in
I could have kept going and let you do yourself...
NO I couldn't just sit back and do nothing
My love for you had nothing to do with it
I wanted to help so you could keep going
I remember when it was I saved you, it was snowing
So cold, so late, your life, our fate
I thought ahead, you thought for the now
and now I see where we stand, where I stood
and to think I thought I could..
I couldn't save us only you


*No Regrets
330 · Feb 2013
Redone()
Things that never happened
Will always be the worse in my book
From the chances never taken
But the ones I should have took
I looked at you and you didn't look back
We started talking but I lost track
Invited you over you have an excuse
I might be holding your hand, but I'm holding it loose
There was a time I'd look at this life like a noose  
Ready to hang it all up just to call it quits
To stay strong I need you to need me
It's the one thing a blind man or woman could see
This whole time you've been like sand in my hand
The harder I try to hold you the more you slip away
Even your worst is still effort it can help create your best
330 · Feb 2019
Skipping rocks
I'm like the rocks we throw in the ocean
Down below away from the commotion
Steadily sinking deeper within the motion
The last person to touch you is long gone
and being at the bottom you may never be touched again but is that so wrong?
No more fear and no more guessing, trying to find the hidden meaning behind a blessin'
maybe its to learn a lesson while I could use a little decompression
these depths have got me going through retrogression
but what was I before i was too heavy to float?
All the words i wanted to say are stuck in my throat
and the only thing I can manage to say was "nice throw"
329 · Sep 2013
Future mountain
So this is what it feels like to be on top of the world
Wrappe in wisdom able to see all
But not able to see yourself?
How can you see the ends if all there is are beginnings?
326 · Jul 2015
Living and dying
We are all living to die
Regret and remorse mean nothing when you're gone
We are all dying to live
On the edge, till our last breath
Live fast die young right?
We are all living to die
Do what we want now and think about it later
We are all dying to live
Later came but we didn't make it
I've been thinking longer and harder of a subject that should not arise so early in my life
Why do we work so hard to grow and leave a mark on our world and want to stay forever?
Not enough chances being taken, we don't have that long
Nor will we ever...so I thought
Many thoughts have been thought
Everything must go, like a bad business going under
But life seems so great through these eyes, and these eyes are young;inexperienced
If life make me want to stay the afterlife must be even better
For forever can exist in such a place where everyone will know your face
We can make a great life now, after it's all over we can make an even better one
Work hard now so that our souls have a chance to play harder in the unknown
322 · Feb 2013
Look up
Ever looked at the sky?
And wonder why?
Up so high
Beyond sight of the human eye

Just why is the sky?
Why can't I drink from your beauty
And share your nectar of elegance with the world

This world needs a mother natures touch
Oh sky I don't ask for much
Show me the ways of the soft blue sky
Make me wonder, wonder why
322 · Sep 2014
Just happen
If only it was as easy as "oh, you're the one!"
I swear I saw it in your eyes
Fate wore a disguise
Until I recognized
It was
*You
322 · Jan 2015
RHHS
I felt your scars and we became friends
We looked into each others eyes and said we will meet again
In a drunken state we wanted nothing more
Than to be what was always meant to happen
No kissing, let's just share a smoke
A couple more drinks and a of course a few jokes
I'm sorry I made you dance, but you did the same to me
My heart on it's metaphorical tip toes
I've never known of a friendship that was so smooth
But we knew what to expect that's how it goes
When it's  a friendship to be
We set the example for all to see
321 · Dec 2012
We do what we do for love
When you touch me with your love I become a poet
Nearly love struck, left in a dazed and confused state
I fell in love with you and you already knew it
Take me away
Away from reality
The grim and dark parts
I liked you better in my head
Covet turns to sin, time elapsed
I watched you change
Is it you I'm searching for?
320 · Jul 2019
A piece of mined
Hole in my heart
Not broken
Just falling apart

Every day I'm ripped to shreds
By the sound of the thoughts in my head

I don't tend to stress
I said tend, so please double check
To make sure my heart hasn't been ripped out of my chest

Some nights I'm a mess and I get to be
If you don't know where my head is check the directory
It's still there if my memory
Serves as good as my empathy
Generally, I don't talk about myself or my feelings
Most nights I spend in my head silently healing
Don't feel like any other soul is out there dealing
With the same issues I'm going through

Could this be true?
No one else in the world feels the ways you do?

That's silly let's get back to reality
To tell you why my hearts falling apart
This is the part
That comes straight from my heart
Here I'll start

To whom this may concern, check up on me and leave your comfort zone
There is someone out there that feels alone
that could benefit from you just hearing them out
A minute of your day might not **** you, but it might **** them
All this mayhem and disorder that's up in our minds
Are hard things to keep track of at times
So please be kind and rewind so we can come home

Back from those thoughts that held us for ransom
Times where we want to throw a tantrum
Sometimes we can't, then we phantom

I mean ghost, away from everything that makes us whole
Just to feel like we have even a little control
Of what goes on around us all the time
It's not possible so please give it a rest
Just say hi, or what's up every now and then
to try your best
Someone will appreciate you, should you put it to the test
I've lost some close friends and family just because someone didn't check up on another human being, I find that so sad that people won't look after each other. You don't have to like or love everyone but is it hard to just see if someone is alright, maybe say hello ask how their day was once in a while and move on with your life? If you won't do it for me do it for all those people you loved who are no longer here by whatever means related to this or not, be kind and as always, thanks for taking the time to read anything of mine and anyone else's, we love you for it.
318 · Dec 2012
Eh
Eh
Banging on ya faces
Gone to different places
Recognize where I'm from we go our own spaces
Talk big walk small
No matter what we got it all
On lock no combo
Dance the night away, Mambo
Late night deep thoughts with you, Convo
Looking real good I can't help but notice
But girl you look good and I want you to know this
I ain't playing around I'm up to no good
Why don't you come back and start some trouble in my neighborhood
We got into one little fight and you got scared
You said you thought I would leave you and I didn't even care
Girl you got me pegged all wrong Imma tell you straight up
I love you no matter what
and I could easily give it all up
317 · Apr 2019
Lost souls
In this place we roam I've become a lost soul
A place where familiarity and routine has a strong hold
Everyone is to do what their told
Until you've made enough money to grow old...
My victory was all but small
It was different with you I wanted it all
We gave each other a shot in the dark
But in the daylight was where I was lost

I couldn't see, the outcome of what we've done
Of my words, and oblivious actions, who would have thought
Not me, trouble came knocking, winded and distraught
Not on my end, I couldn't hear it

I took what's meant for only us to know
And put it out there like a public tv show
For all to see and all to hear
I'm most sorry, can you see this?

My victory so small, boasted, not sure why
On my brain thinking, thinking, wait did I...
I did, it slipped out one too many
I only hope for my thoughts to be worth more than a penny
316 · Jul 2014
Happy 5th of July
Is it the sight or is it the sound that brings the people we call the crowd
The music and the freedom you feel being around
All your friends and family in one spot
To share your love of things you like a lot
No matter the time day or night
When those fireworks go off it'll be alright
314 · Oct 2015
His land
Rain on his finger tips would  imbue a life of prosperity beyond the reach of every drop
314 · Dec 2014
Simply brushed off
I use to know this girl she was a trick
Illusion turn down my determination its a *****
For when I thought id kiss your lips
Now I'm the one that feels like ****
313 · Dec 2014
W
W
Nothing feels good anymore
Worn for what it's worth
Worthless wilting wondering
Wasted...
312 · Dec 2012
Eye of the storm
Right in the middle, the center of attention
I couldn't settle for anything less
In harms way is where I feel safest
I have control over everything
I know I'm going to get hurt
I know what to expect
Nothing you can do to stop me
I couldn't even stop myself
If I stray to far
Will you come look for me?
Would you risk it all to find me?
Am I worth the trouble I cause?
Mentally unstable, physically unable
Would you stand and rise against the eye of the storm?
312 · Dec 2014
Little rhyme sesssion #1
In the rain I still feel the tears
Running from my darkest fears
No matter how wet I get in the rain
I still feel this harkening pain
Like I've finally reached my end of the road
And never had a chance to get that old
Covet those who feel so pure
Head in the clouds looking for the cure
309 · Sep 2013
Hmm
Hmm
We were taught but how come we never leaned?
Right from wrong, both the same?
Under special circumstances?
308 · May 2014
Tell it like it is
I'll watch you wither into dust
Nothing left, down to the bone
Guess I must have misplaced my trust
No in you but on you, I believe what I see
Looks like I walking this one alone
Move along nothing to see
No more of you left, erased from my past
Things happen for a reason yet seem to constantly happen to me
304 · Feb 2013
Just how it is
It's just better with more than one
All alone, nights spent, it isn't fun
The character brought out by the crowd
Hidden inside yourself unable to emerge
From time to time, that character slowly fades away
A part of you, the better you, the you that you want to be
Can't find a window to look through, better grab the windex
Because at this point a nice clear view is more than needed
Direction much advised
Friends are forever, don't let the inner you die.
302 · Jun 2019
Sometimes I
Every time I put in more work I get less in return
Somehow I don't think this is a lesson I need to learn
Growing up has never felt like this but where do I begin?
I'm at a point where I ask myself why do I need friends if all beginnings have endings?
Could it be that these friends or myself are transcending  
Past the point of them spending
Anytime with me anymore, how do you know a friendship is ending
It feels more like a facebook friend request, I'm just pending..
I don't blame others for anything they don't want to do
It's just been a while since I've had a friend to talk to
When I reach out it feels like I'm asking for a handout
and everyone's got their hands full
Not one to call bull, but I need to pull
Myself from this hole in my heart that tends to make me miserable
Sometimes I ask myself why or what did I do to be like this
But the truth is I'm more than fine just confused by it
It being this constant narrative where it's me versus me
There seems to be no one around my immediate 360
I use all my strength each day to work the hardest, safest, and most efficient as I can be.
I'm not saying no one is but who is there to reciprocate that energy?
For those times I need to look up and someone needs to be my guide
For the times I want to run and go hide
I don't want to do this that or even the other
Sometimes I felt like I never had a Mother.
Mine loves me to death, she is the greatest and got me this far
Sometimes I ask why because even she doesn't have the answers I need and when times get this hard
I try not to dwell but I also dwell
Rare times where I trap my thoughts inside of this negativity cell
All boxed up filled with explosive emotions
On a good day enough to part seas and oceans
All I need is a checkup, not one from any doctor
Perhaps the ones that put it all on the table
that don't proclaim it's their final offer
We kept evolving, but you digressed
Starting to forget about that thing in your chest
Beating so you can move on
But you are frivolous, without fingerprints
Would anyone even know you were here anymore?
A wraith with intent on subsisting ears and eyes shut
Conversing with yourself to make believe you are still relevant
While your posture is that of a "the fading"
I can't help and keep on debating
I extended my help and time for you, but always too cool
It's like you're stuck in senior year of high school
I'll always miss you I'm never ashamed
Why'd you have to go and change your name
297 · Jun 2014
There is no me
This could all be yours
Security and the wealth
Sell your soul to me let me make you
A creation and a product of hype
To your dismay an image in the mirror
You look and somebody else is there
Different eyes same clothes new hair
What is the worth of your life
I can push fast forward but there is no stop
Not until you're even higher than tr top
Tell me what you want tell me what you need
Your needs met, wants covered in smoke a dissolution, you're unable to breathe
This can all be yours but who are you after this?
297 · Jun 2023
Found
Enveloping me in your embrace
Securely locked I find solace in your presence
With no escape or avoidance, I am held captive by your gaze
Delving deep into the core of my being
At long last I experience a profound sense of belonging
A tender recognition that allows my soul to be truly seen
294 · Feb 2014
Valentines Day
In the light is when your existence came into my 3rd dimension
A starlight gleaming through a prism of perfect
Blinded by my own fear of all that is beautiful
Not the way you do you hair
Or the way you walk
It's the way you are and how you talk
Conversations moving like the hands on a clock
I lose track of myself
All because
I....
291 · May 2014
When fake runs out
Who is the real you?
trying to figure that out now huh?
Little late on that one
289 · Jun 2023
Together
In the realm of love, there's a sacred space,
Where family resides, their warm embrace.
Guiding us gently, in their steadfast grace,
They look upon us with unwavering face.

Through trials and triumphs, they keep us in place,
Cherished souls who filled our world with embrace.
With wisdom and patience, they showed us the way,
Allowed us to wander, explore and play.

In our times of need, they never receded,
Their love, selfless, and beyond what's conceded.
Through thick and thin, they stood undeterred,
Lending a hand, every burden shared.

For when life grew tough, and stress weighed us down,
Our family's love lifted us from the ground.
They picked up the pieces, with tender care,
Binding our wounds, showing us they're there.

In their presence, we find solace and peace,
A haven of love that will never cease.
For family's embrace, a treasure to hold,
A bond that endures, more valuable than gold.
287 · Oct 2015
Heads up
The leaves move out of
My way as if to tell me
Winter is coming
277 · Feb 2013
Yea I walk
I stared at the empty seat, nothing to hide
I feel so **** lonely without someone here by my side
My eyes become watered, but not filled with tears
A drop of sorrow mustered, but not shed
Time spent thinking rather than doing, wasted
What I want I can't have but we all covet that the most
A sick twist of fate or a game we all play
We all have to learn how to stand and walk on two feet
Better start crawling
276 · Jul 2015
Will love/is love
when you love for real it's so different than the idea of itself
It's not this huge burst of passion all at once anymore
It's an everlasting, lingering, a smell you recognize on the other persons clothes  type of feeling
275 · Dec 2014
In-sane
Have you seen my sanity?
While my head is spinning
Can it be
I see
The things nobody else can?
275 · Oct 2014
Era
Era
Sent to a world full of sorrow
Descending into arms the same
The yearning for a touch
Even if it hurts it's still wanted
A double ended sword sharpened
Ready to cut the non sense
275 · Feb 7
Teaching
I recall the days of learning to teach, a journey on the fly,
Delving into the minds of students beyond the naked eye.
Words unspoken found refuge upon the written page,
A former kid myself, aging with each passing stage.

Uncertain at first, my purpose seemed out of reach,
Focused solely on the art of crafting poetic speech.
Memorable were the students, minds so malleable,
Given a chance, transformations happened, session by session, palpable.

One young man, a silent observer without a spoken word,
Doodling on pages, where every story he'd heard.
Guiding him to express the unspoken swirling in his heart,
He grasped my hand, a firm shake, realizing his part.

No push for attention, just relishing in the freedom's glow,
A class where liberation flourished, a desire to bestow.
Easing the stress of middle school, where sharp minds reside,
Teaching them to tap into what I believed was art's guide.

Poetry, a sanctuary, laughter withheld from judgment's grasp,
Expressing love, hatred, sadness—a multifaceted clasp.
Tears flowed freely as a kid spoke of his dad,
In that moment, the profound power of teachers I had.

A child with dyslexia, a narrative to share,
Named me his favorite teacher with a tender care.
A laptop program aiding his thoughts and dreams,
Talent and stories emerged, beyond what it seems.

Offer alternatives to learning, nurture the right mentality,
Never undermine the impact, discover the key's vitality.
In the realm of education, where potentials intertwine,
A teacher's influence is a beacon, forever to shine.
272 · Jun 2022
Flowers grow
Can't get your flowers with no ambition
Stay watered, make good decisions
Hard to grow if your dream's in the dark
That keep on wilting
You pay them no mind
To bring you peace
With your dreams rooted in some shade
Turn your escape into an escapade
Never give up on a rain delay
Don't let it sway
The progress you make today
There's a reason it's called a process
These things take time and steps
And what happens next
Ain't set in stone
But even flowers grow
From beneath your feet
Through the cracks of the toughest concrete
So if you feel the heat like a soufflé
Ambition turns your world into a bouquet
262 · Feb 2014
With me
Do you see yourself in a picture with me?
Picture perfect, happy as can be...
No shred of sadness, yet always in dismay
Like a bright star in the sky, the apple of our eyes
Having what others yearn to one day grasp
But first, can we take a picture?
261 · Aug 2020
What goes up must come down
Gravity has me in its pull once again you see

Anytime I feel myself start to orbit and feel free

Newton's laws have no problem reminding me
Inevitable
255 · Aug 2014
Blue 10w
Blue skies turn blue eyes to blue lies to disguise
255 · May 2018
Same page
In my heart deep down it hurts
I'm about to go berserk
I put in the time and work
Now give me what I deserve
Half a million people read my words but have nothing to say?
But I put blood sweat and emotion on every page..
When everyone keeps so quiet about my "hustle" it doesn't fill me with rage
Just wondering if you're reading along with me on the same page
I don't ask for much just to lend me your eyes, and say "oh who's this guy?"
Keeping you curious but I'm out here getting furious or rather delirious
Hoping one day all of you might take me a little serious
255 · Aug 2019
Sunflower
The sun smiles down and you cant get enough
Cool breezes pass by to create your dance
A sunny place to hide your face
But you never hid from the rain
254 · Nov 2019
Music for the soul
I've always wanted to be a rapper but that will never happen
Not because I'm no good at it
But there are other seas that need a captain
Always an aspiring artist with a writers itch
Who can help but fall in love with lyricist
Words scratch my fancy, stories speak more to my heart
For the songs I cant wait to finish just so I can restart
Just so I can see what I've missed my first or second time around
Messages buried underneath the sound
So when you see me listening to music and I'm not at home
Let me be my soul is fueling up
For another poem
253 · Aug 2014
The look she gives
Turns you inside out
Do you feel every emotion
Let it control you
253 · Jun 2022
HFD
HFD
Happy Fathers day to those that celebrate
I've been preserving the day I'll one day
Demonstrate as a Father in cellophane
To keep it fresh
No dad around so my Mom gets a double check
year round for being everything I never had
245 · Jun 2021
V's
V's
Viral Vixens Vicariously Vigilant
Venturing through Vibes and Visions
243 · Oct 2023
Banksy
Splashes of color, abstract, chaotic and bright,
Vivid expressions of thoughts in the night.
The words in my mind, they dance and they sway,
But like fleeting graffiti, they soon fade away.

The cans of my thoughts, they rattle and hiss,
A cacophony of dreams, sometimes hit or miss.
A fresh coat appears as I overthink,
A canvas of chaos, my thoughts interlink.

I'd see a shrink, but in a blink, I'm unsure,
On the brink of my mind, the thoughts obscure.
Lost in this sequence, I yearn for a guide,
For guidance and purpose to stem the tide.

Ambition, it flickers, like a candle's soft glow,
But in seeking the light, in its warmth, I'll grow.
To paint my own story, with colors bold and bright,
I'll find the path forward, through the canvas of night.
243 · Aug 2014
Remembrance
Look in the water and see your reflection
All the flaws problems and imperfections
Ripple away, ease your troubled mind
Close your eyes to pass the time
243 · Apr 2019
better things
Never sell yourself short before you grow
The world is upset but it'll get better though
They told me to dive right in, I only dipped my toe
Where you end up on this wild ride you may never know
You gotta brace yourself  for no matter what it brings
Just know out there are some better things
238 · Aug 2019
Am I a friend?
Am I a friend, or someone you run to when you want to play pretend?
Am I a friend you treat like a doormat for your muddy boots to wipe so you can keep a clearer conscience to sleep at night?
I've cleaned up your act and that's a fact and since I moved on cant say I want you back
To all those no longer around it's been lit
You burned your bridges
Now there ain't no crossing it
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