In the realm of endless possibilities, I stand,
Yearning for a life of purpose, hand in hand,
No longer content with mere distractions,
I seek a path that ignites my passions.

I cast aside doubts, fears, and hesitation,
Determined to turn dreams into realization,
No jest or jesters in this sacred quest,
I set sail on this voyage, giving it my best.

With unwavering resolve, I take the lead,
A captain of my destiny, fueled by a fiery creed,
Aboard this vessel, I embrace the unknown,
Charting a course to a destiny yet unshown.

Through turbulent tides and stormy seas,
I navigate with courage, the wind as my keys,
The sails unfurled, catching hope's sweet gale,
As I steer towards horizons where dreams prevail.

In the voyage of life, I find my devotion,
In the pursuit of purpose, a newfound potion,
I leave behind the shores of complacency,
Embracing a future filled with audacity.

So, let the waves crash and the currents sway,
I'm determined to make it through, come what may,
For within me burns a passion, fierce and true,
A catalyst for change, a force that will breakthrough.

No more wandering lost, seeking a new start,
I've found my calling, deep within my heart,
With every beat, it whispers a hopeful plea,
"Embrace this journey, and set yourself free."

So, onward I sail, a soul reborn,
With dreams as my compass, fears torn,
For I've chosen to live, to take control,
To write a story of triumph, forever unscroll.

I saw this girl and it hit my brain
Too much to contain I thought about spitting game
But I managed to fight the urges
So I finished and continued on with my purchase
She got me feeling nervous but
Her red hair I admire  her body and attire
A smile to rock the ages, her eyes just quite outrageous
Different colors like different stages and I..
Can't help but take my eyes off hers
A color that I can't quite decipher
But I think I might even like her..
Style a bit of blue with some grey to boot
Digging all day and I think she's cute
Funny to say I met her through a couple glances
Kinda ***** I never took any chances
And I thought did she see me too?
There's really only one thing left to do..
Gains some super powers, I ain't no mind reader
I think I have to go back and actually meet her

Watched the rain pour
Felt the wind blow
Hugged a friend
laid your feet along the shore
Wanted to talk to her
Wanted to talk to him
Wanted more confidence
Wanted to dance
Wondered about tomorrow
Wanted another chance
Truly taken what's yours
Done something about it
Watched them walk away
Said today is the day it all gets better
*Have you ever?

One day I swear I'm going to write my way out of hell
It's only a matter of time but only time will tell
Bigger things are coming but I have to build the blocks
Because the opportunity never comes if you stop
That's why I'm writing this, this hear is my good faith
To tell myself never to stop if this is my dream hell, it's time to chase

This was always a hobby and an outlet for me to vent
But as of lately I've had my creativity spent
Due to lack of sleep and constant stress
I just want to get my life back together, but right now it's a bit of a mess
Nothing I can't handle but believe me it's no walk in the park
Especially when there are no lights to illuminate this path in the dark

Every night I think about what I should do, but never do
That's my biggest flaw I'm eating procrastination soup
Not because I'm sick, but just a little under the weather
I use to say they couldn't rain on my parade when I'm made of umbrellas

But now the clouds seem to be parting I can seem my next my skies limit
I just hope this time I listen and try to live it

Time keeps chasing, my disguise it wears thin,
Playing the part of one who knows it all, my sin.
But deep down, I'm aware, I know nothing at all,
Won't you open up your mind, let your thoughts befall?


How am I supposed to know,
What's hidden within your soul?
Tell me, enlighten me now,
Guide me, help me understand somehow.
'Cause you're wrapped in doubts, it's clear to see,
Your steps are a pondering walk, mystery.
How am I supposed to know,
Now, how am I supposed to know?


Share with me the secrets that reside in your head,
Illuminate my world with the words you've left unsaid.
I want to lend a hand, be there when you're in need,
But if you keep it all inside, how can I proceed?


How am I supposed to know,
What's hidden within your soul?
Tell me, enlighten me now,
Guide me, help me understand somehow.
'Cause you're wrapped in doubts, it's clear to see,
Your steps are a pondering walk, mystery.
How am I supposed to know,
Now, how am I supposed to know?


What if I tell you, your vision's obscured,
By the habits that keep your thoughts secured?
Let emotion flow, let affliction be revealed,
Break through the barriers, let true understanding be sealed.


How am I supposed to know,
What's hidden within your soul?
Tell me, enlighten me now,
Guide me, help me understand somehow.
'Cause you're wrapped in doubts, it's clear to see,
Your steps are a pondering walk, mystery.
How am I supposed to know,
Now, how am I supposed to know?


How am I supposed to know,
What's hidden within your soul?
Tell me, enlighten me now,
Guide me, help me understand somehow.
'Cause you're wrapped in doubts, it's clear to see,
Your steps are a pondering walk, mystery.
How am I supposed to know,
Now, how am I supposed to know?

Call me old fashioned, typical let it burn in the rain
We keep on doing these same things that causes us pain
Some call it insane others play the game
We all play in different ranges
The fact of the matter is we're all going through changes
Style, diets, and social media
This is the type of crazy they've been feedin ya
So when they tell you everyone changes it's TRUE
In the end the only thing that matters will be YOU

Throughout the years I've burned a few bridges
I never intended to go back
But more importantly
I didn't want them to follow

We all have mirrors in our lives
Our friends should be our mirrors
Reflections of ourselves but not exactly the same
We should see tiny reflections of ourselves in others
That's how we relate, but if you stare long enough into those mirrors you may see
Friends you want to be more like or how your mirrors truly see you
When you ask who is the fairest of them all is
Just look at the reflections

Oh how I want to shine so bright
I've never been the one in the spotlight
Honestly, I don't think that's a place to be
A lot of people only see me as me

No one double takes but sighs saying they've seen it before
like we're all just humans and nothing more
Waiting to have the light shed on them just like a star
Just not for the things they've accomplished so far

No one cares about the things that we undergo that how it goes
But now they listen when we are fake and got on all these fancy clothes

Always on the come up, never have time to come down
One day I swear I'll leave this town and that's the truth
To be honest I only stayed for the youth

I wanted to make sure their dreams were bigger than mine
Fighting this creative suppression one child at a time
Kids have no say in almost anything and that should be a crime

I've seen quite a few young stars that never got their turn
While teachers watched and let them burn

I want to bring the fire, and it won't be ignored
I'm living proof that my pen has always been mightier than my sword

I've wielded both in many different ways
and not once did I ever expect some praise

All I've ever wanted was a little attention did I mention
During my childhood years, I've faced more than one detention
Hell, even a suspension or two I'm not saying I'm proud

I was quite loud but not obnoxious never had good grades
I'm not boasting, but just asking you if you want to see the stars
You're going to have to take off those darkened shades

Remember when we used to pass notes in class as if what ever shenanigans couldn't wait? Those are the times that I miss when we all wanted to be connected at times
A quick toss of a folded up piece of paper across the room
I hope the teacher didn't see
But now theres no more challenge once phones hit the schools it's just another way for the future to break the rules

If only i could say the right words and it'd bring you back
You always kept the family on a righteous path

I wish we could have done more of the same for you
All the craziness we've put you through
You were the most loved now that you can trust
You had the strongest heart out of any of us
The kind of tough love some of us never get you always gave
Some of the things you've done are the reasons why I'm brave
never scared to tell it like it is
To your own or someone else's kid

There are so many things I never got to ask you
Like what's the recipe for keeping the family together as you do
Something so special, like a homebrew
It was your own special family glue

You always made sure we stuck together for better or worse
I think this is why your death really hurts
I'm far from speechless
the things I never got to say to you has to be my weakness
I never got to show you how I grew into my own uniqueness

I got a lot of my love from you and my mom, I'm not here to throw shade
I just want to make sure the words I never got to say are paid
In full, consider this an I owe you
Youll always be in my thoughts until the day I go too

I love you **** Dilfia

At night I feel I never get any sleep
Real late at night, my thoughts don't make a peep
I feel I'm sick without remedy
From the top to my lower extremities

But it's okay because I'm not that weak
When I write these words to read they speak
Trying to reach a world beyond that
Like a drunk with a lean, you can call me cocked back

Loaded, already acknowledging I need a following
So I spit up these words instead of swallowing

These poems and my pride, I want to let it all show
I'm restless at night because I've been ready to go
Hoping the words in my vocabulary start to grow
But keep it simple stupid has always been my motto

I need to borrow a spoonful of sanity to keep away the vanity
and sustain my humanity I might just use profanity

But Nah, **** it, two tears in a bucket

I took a break to clear my head
But instead
It's only filled with more ideas and passion
It's like my most popular attraction
Is causing a reaction that chains me to write
This is positive because I just might
Have better  ideas in the future to come
So many times I've wanted to write what I thought and just ended up holding my tongue
Because I'm now refined and I promise im fine
Just needed a little time to resonate this rhyme I hope ya'll are still with me

Always be yourself, together

You havent madd it yet, they call you legendary
Hows it feel to have the skill and state of rap to carry
Like what's the deal cant find the real this has to be imaginary
The way these clowns come put it down, situations rather scary
You havent made it yet they call you legendary

Weaponized in the face of hopelessness
No better than rolling the dice
Not an excuse when you don't know the answer
Something we give when we dont have the heart to crush the ones we love
A placebo, not a drug
We still hope it works and take it anyway

Growing up with ghost wasnt an easy thing to do, for both of us the hardest part was getting someone to believe in you.

How is it possible to suffocate with all this space
Practicing yelling until I'm blue in the face
Just to see what it's like to hear myself now hear me out
Every now and then we need a good shout
This goes out to the ones that bottle everything up
Small things bubble, soon that cork will pop
I need to learn to let it out, take it from me it's not a crime
I've had too much space and time

The art of being curved has gotten out of control
As disruptive and as frustrating as it can be
I have found solace in the time of curvature
If you've ever made plans with a friend
Which we all have so I hope you can relate
That even with everything on our plates
We make time for those who matter
But when it comes time to situate
Math could never prepare you for being curved
I'm not sure you've heard so let me set it straight
That person agreed to make plans with you
But when it comes a time, that which you have set aside
The other person has backed out last minute
I know we've all been curved or once took the mound
But it doesn't mean I like the sound
Of my days and time wasted, I'm not a fan
But my solace is bitter but not wasted
The ink and words my pages have tasted
Just becomes something else to write about

I can stand the rain
but cant stand some change
I liked how things were
But that way of thinking is worse
in my bag with the opening zipped up
couldn't breathe
not enough room to hiccup
but broken pieces always get picked up
because they have to
cant go on in life being half you
but I'm going nots like cashew
kicked out the fast food
now bad moves
lead me to add to
the things I've yet to change

Looking for me to clean up your mess
Never keeping an eye on my best interest
When I invest myself in you it truly hurts
to find out the value of what I'm worth
A few tears I'll shed but not on you
Just for how long I played the fool

I just want to hold your hand forever
Stormy weather meet my umbrella
I promise I'm a decent fella
I just fella into a hole I'm climbing out though
tucked in the smallest of alcove
where no one could see me down bad
practically at my worst
All out of tears and can't quench my thirst
Until i met you
who knew it would sound cliché
Still not caring if I have to say it anyway
its not about the words
or the action
I couldn't imagine like dragons
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