I was going to write about you again
Then I remembered you already left
and no longer care about me

I shouldn't look back at the past
For it has nothing good in store for me
Yet I seem to be reminiscing all our memories
But I should be over that cause they'll fade throughout time

This feeling, telling me write one more
and after that no more
It's really not for you though
Mostly for me, to pour out my pain
That I've been keeping all this time

But after everything
I want you to know
I still think you're as glowing as a star
beautiful as a sunset
Your smile still shines bright like the sun
somehow you still give me butterflies
And you're lovely as the ocean shore

I wanted to give it to you all
Just to see those gleam in your eyes
Just to give you the happiness
Because your eyes didn't touch the smile on your face
And I hoped for so bad to make you happy

But it wasn't enough
Here's a true fact though
I hope you're truly happy
But if I could
And had another chance
I would give you the moon
and the whole **** galaxy
Even if you wanted to share it with her instead of me

Knowing you is serendipity
I knew deep inside I couldn't get enough of your beauty
the effort and courage it took you to willingly
to say "hey" to me
got me smiling so happily
stomach starts to get giddy
always making my mood fantastically
you have this sort of ability
to get me believing to the positivity
instead of the negativity
and I've got to admit
that you're sometimes very witty
there's something about you
that brings out my curiosity
for once I actually like living in reality
because you're not like the others
you have morality
and doesn't treat people poorly
really digging your mentality
for ever since
I've learned to keep my sanity
and been treating myself more equally
because you showed me of how chivalry
still exists
so I'm amazingly
grateful for meeting you, my greatest serendipity

I told you to not fall in love with me, I said.

Because who would love a girl
who would rather spend time writing poetry about you
than acknowledging your existence

Why would you spend your time loving a girl
whose hobbies are pushing people away
and wavering opportunities as they pass by

And why would anyone want to love a girl like me
who leaves you behind just to be in her own little world
and completely forgets to bring you along with her adventures

For why on earth a boy like you love a girl
who'll constantly go on journeys all by herself
leaving you behind without any notice
and just randomly comes in to of your life again

How dare you fall in love with somebody like me
who can't even face her own demons and can't
admit to herself that she's scared of getting hurt
and doesn't want anybody getting close to knowing the real her
for they'll know how mess up and broken she is

To why would someone amazing as you love someone
who leaves you hanging all the time
with one word replies and wrecked expectations

So why bother to love a girl like me
even if hurts me so bad to do this so
I'll be the first to run away you
no matter how great I think you are
for I don't want to damage you as much as I have damaged myself

I am not like those other girls you speak of
who seems normal and very beautiful
so why love me instead?

Now why would you love me
when I can't even love myself and can't see beauty in me
a girl who is so indecisive about every single thing
and can't even go up to tell you how much shes cares
but rather admires you from a far

Please, don't waste your time loving me
because the time we share together
will just became a faded memory
made into a tragic poem
and you'll never know why it ended that way

It's worth it, he said.

You fell in love with a girl like me anyways
solving me like I'm this big mystery game
constantly trying to figure every part of me
to why I became this way
trying to fix me and help me become who I once was

So I let you fall in love with me, deeply into love
because you are the closest thing to happiness for me
and for once in my life
I can make a poetry filled with joy
for you have showed me true self love
and believed in me that I could get better

(You) are a beautiful human being
And I swear you were made to (make) me ecstatic
For when I start think about (me) and you being together
(All) of my systems start to get nervous
Feeling awe, bliss, and (giddy)
And because of you I start to get tingles (inside ) my stomach

That time of the year again
where I feel the most vulnerable
and very lonely
but boy this year
I want to spend it with you

I promise it'd be a day filled with laughter
we'd stroll down the street holding hands
like we've known each other for years
we'll go on various of adventures
just for you to see how much I really love you

We'd go watch a sappy movie
and buy some Chinese food
and I assure you
I'd give you a meaningful card
a list of the things I love about you
with a hint of cheesy pick up lines
and some poem with it too

For this day will bring you joy
while we share our secrets
spill out our problems
reminisce some old memories
and I hope one day
this memory will be something
you'll truly enjoy

And as it comes night time
where we both go different ways
a hug will be given
and a goodnight kiss

For this day I won't let it pass by
so darling,
will you be my one and only
valentine?