and maybe they despise me
for knowing too much
their secrets and lies
daydreams and nightmares
or what keeps them awake at midnight up until dawn
their fantasies and broken dreams
their exes, their exes new man
their google activity, followers and following
likes, heart reactions, comments
girls they spend their short term attention span on tiktok
or the girls they look up on instagram and facebook
their dump accounts
exes they chase using these dump accounts
or girls they exchange dm's with
girls they lie to and tell them they were always
the one being left behind when in fact
they were the ones who left and never said a word
girls who believe in them making them feel like heroes
and knight in shining armors when they were the real villains
yeah, i know too much
i know these much
that's why it's not easy to build trust