Rising as a child is a moment of hope with so many dreams to a bright future. You play without ceasing, have genuine friends, get free help and offers, thus living every moment knowing things are only going to be better, the bitter truth of ignorance of better days.

Through the years of childhood and getting past university is when one acquires real knowledge to a blind future. Running from the desired doctor to businessman and later a broker or mere hustler if not a scammer. Without prejudice you can do any job available as long as it gets you food and shelter.

As if survival isn’t enough responsibility kicks in. This doesn’t major in with having a family or kids but the rather how to make the ends meet. Parents expectant of your assistance and so are your siblings. You get to see your friends marry, produce children, travel build houses and businesses and you wonder which art in science they apply that you have failed to master.

Once you fail to know that everyone has their own time then guilt takes you over, jealous eats you up and either stress disorder or witchcraft accompanies you.

Who is to blame for your failure? The parent that paid all your school stages or you who hasn’t applied what you studied.

Life has got no manual, today you could be limping and tomorrow you ride in glory or you could suffer until you die.  

All this accumulated anger for success. The struggle to end poverty, the thoughts of theft, money laundry, and gambling kick right in. This is the drawn line between Godliness and survival; either choice will lead you somewhere (the body desires and the fulfillments of the soul).

Trusting God is the bare minimum we ought to live for; we have no control over our own existence. Trying moments come and go, and so is joy and pain. Tomorrow can only be promised by the hope we have which hope is in the Lord. But failure to invest in godliness is our strike to damaged existence.

Besides education, parents should give their children more access to church and teachings about God so that situations of their crosses may align with those of God and not their own understanding.

The song in the background would Sounds better

while you are dancing, stretching your arms like you have surrendered your life to he that holds you.

As your waist swarves right and left and your legs swindle for direction in affirmation

And then step by step your body moves chest high while saliva moves in glitter down your throat in blossom of your cheeks

As you dance and dance swapping your legs like the music wont stop
So tender as you flip your arms to the music chacha, the sober eyes all portrayed in your gingling smile

Thy shoes fitting perfect like they measured the beat of the song and hair dazzling wishing to be flipped over his neck

And it goes on and on, once or twice, back and forth, front and back, just like a swing off the ground and not in the air

The dance you make can save a soul. A detonator of sadness bridging love from the watchers, all amazed to dance like your magnificence
The wonder of your limitless moves begging men to your attention, each hopping to have a turn on the flow as your strokes send many goodbyes yet a hidden invitation

In my dream I visit her everyday
She is the closest to my heart than in reality
She is my all as I am nothing to her
For I throw a tear for her once but she chuckles over my laments for her

Should I wait soon for her mind to change or have a mind change to have another
Hey tomorrow is Hope coming my way or least I go hunt for new luck

My heart is slain with a focused mind
I can never have it all though I have myself

Fancy they wish for
Moments i pray for
As they lay high flying with the birds
I hope i hold your hands by the palm and walk with you
As they carry bags and trollies i carry smiles and laughter on our voyage

I know money is necessary but cant be everything

We got God and we got we
We got music and sounds of nature
We got rain and kisses of the sun
And soon we get a copy of us

For if the wind blows us in the same direction in a union of the roots and soil
They ground shall be I to catch you the leaf off the tree

Once I was deeply drown into her
Fully to the teeth
I was armed to love her

My heart was fully hers fully attracted like a magnet
Tho she shied away from our commitment
A rat was smelling all around her

For what I knew or not I tamed my mind to finding the hurting truth as false says

I drew closer as she drew further
My eyes dried from tears I didn’t cry
For she saved me from a fall that would have broken my bones

My life saddened by her actions but acquired life time lessons
I clinched to hope that I would win her over a battle I won through losing her

But then tomorrow I smiled better cause my emptiness was filled with moments of time

The one you are is enough, clearly over and above
you are the one  a master piece the rest look to for copy
To you I can’t look away twice never
I can only shy away to say if I had one chance to speak with you I would pray you to be mine ,
even if only the heavens celebrate us
God will be pleased with my choice
you are blessing and I wish to be blessed

lets offend the clouds so you can rain on me
lets obey the sun so you can burn me with your hotness
my heart was molded from your smile
brightening every breathe with chuckles

cant wait for morrow when i have you today
for with you is spring and you away is winter
your vibes are streams of flowing waters a sip for lifetime glory

reminisce with me
out of my addiction for you
you are the drug that drained me and one that healed me