There will come a day
When the ruins of your heart
Will be revisited and admired

A time when your beauty
Is seen in what remains
And especially a time,
When all your strengths are gathered
So that you are not only healed...

Rebuilt

You have had your heart broken more than once,
Just as you have had fallen in love more than once...
And even when it's very likely that the cycle will repeat itself
Sometime in the future,
Remember that what can break a heart can fix it
And what goes through a painful ending can go back
To a beautiful beginning.

And whether you've given up on love
Learned to re-define love in a less dramatic way
Or looked at relationships in a more realistic way,
Debunked Maslow's hierarchy of needs by putting love at the tip of the triangle;
And when you watch those soppy movies you pretend to just laugh at how the cheesiness can never work in the real world!

The truth is that, there is always....always
A soft side of you willing to unleash itself,
To take the leap of faith.
To love boldly.

When and if only true love gives you that moment.

But I'm not giving you my heart
I take the blame for the feelings I caught
We'll never be...
No it's just not a feasible reality


I was falling but you weren't
I didn't ask you to catch me
I fly and flap my wings
For into the wind the feelings will vanish

Said I love you
But never asked you to love me back
Didn't beg, regardless it's real, it's also difficult
Didn't long for the two-way street

Reciprocation is out of question
Offer's off the table, no risk, no bet
Never laid anything on it to begin with
Hold myself responsible, it's my heart

The feelings are mine, and mine to handle
You don't do anything,
Coz I won't do anything
Stay right where you are, I've a path to follow

Just letting you know,
Letting you see, leaving you be
And Letting you go...
To the arms where you rightfully belong

we could've had it all back then
we could've enjoyed every single moment we were together
Knowing it would never happen again
we could've just chilled instead of getting all worked up
over things that would never happen anyway
we could've made those nights full of love
those arguments that shouldn't have been given room for
the debates that were indeed so unnecessary

if only we never talked about the future

we could've saved ourselves from all the nasty feelings
the tug of war, the clashes between our beliefs
the twist and turns of our conflicting views

if  only we never talked about the future

then maybe that nothing could have been something..
that we are both happy to reminisce about
knowing we didn't lead each other on
knowing there was never going to be 'us' in the future

knowing that time was our only time
then we could've loved us the best way we could possible

instead of arguing about the hows, wheres, and whys
instead of getting so consumed over the
what ifs and what it should be
or how it should be

if only we never talked about the future
then today, we would have been still friends...

been happening too frequently
lately, 
when i close my eyes and then i see
a new beginning of you and me
it's not the usual home we had
you remember we were the ones you call home

Sunrays, porch, smell of coffee
breeze blowin' , birds chirpin', picture perfect
a beautiful lake, our names you call without fail
No one's missing, a portrait we only had a few
in the here and now, only your memories remain...

i used to fear the dreams about you
because the end of it is a painful sorrow
lately when i close my eyes and then i see
these new memories i now hold dear

there is a world out there
where our times are endless, smiles too many
laughter's no longer a medicine
but a way of life we can embrace
future reality blends in with dreams
and it's all i can have for now

holding back the tears till the day comes
i will love the nights and lullabye
for i no longer face tomorrow with sorrow

'coz the next day, and yes the next day
might just be the day for these dreams to come true....

Not only once or twice
We’ve been this crossroads of
not knowing what we are
Or maybe we do but why the forwards and backwards?
Baby are you not feeling the motion?

Don’t know if I can still take..
The hot and cold ,in or out, the yes and no
There’s a seed of misery that’s about to sprout
panic attack , ready hang on!
Timelapse, I feel like throwing up

Or is it just me?

You turn me around and around
This carousel of feelings you put me through
My world is spinning, there is no stopping
Time lapse I feel like throwing up

Or is it just me?

Wipe my sick before tears starts coming out
This game is making me dizzy
I need a pill or maybe just your word
Should we throw a dice, and lay all the cards now?

Is it just me? Do you feel it too?
Swirling, whirling, what about my heartbeat?
This wasn’t the case when we first met,
Your stares set me onto a non-stop twirl
And baby this ride ain’t fun anymore.

Don’t know if I can still take..
The hot and cold ,in or out, the yes and no
There’s a seed of misery that’s about to sprout
panic attack, ready hang on!
Timelapse, I feel like throwing up

Or is it just me?

You turn me around and around
This carousel of feelings you put me through
My world is spinning, there is no stopping
Time lapse I feel like throwing up

throwing up ..throwing up..

your love's a hurricane.....

Of change, of freedom, of being different
Of trying again, of losing and of what’s not permanent

Of breaking the rules, of crushing the taboo
Of creating a ripple, of invading the status quo

Of resisting lures of fantasy, of facing the ugly reality
Of switching, of stepping out to the unknown
Of endings, of starting over … on your own

Of struggles, of risks, of gamble
Of the obscure, the unsure and of failure
Of loving, of being loved and of losing

Of dreaming big, of fame, of compliments
Of connection, and yet of solitude

Of having to let go, of having to do it again
Of being brave, of being fearless

Of the past,
Of the present,
Of the future