This drop in the ocean
I want to put into words,
Hope the wind will listen
As it carries them to the sky…

My silent prayer, only the heart can utter
For the events can’t be undone
Even a miracle can’t turn them around
You have moved on, and have given your heart
To someone not me, she could be your ‘one’

I want to wish you well…
And pray that you be happy…
But this silent prayer contradicts the message.
You cannot be happier, not when it’s not with me.
It’s selfish, I know.. Hence the silence


But this silent prayer, is my only friend
In deaf ears may fall and work in your favor.
I’d still want to whisper and hope you’ll realize..
That in her arms, you will still remember me
And in her laugh, it’s my face you see…

I say you look good together…
Tell everyone, you are better off with her.
Your dreams will come true; with her there are no barricades
But hypocrisy is my craft, you don’t have to know
That in my silent prayer, I am your loving traitor
Betraying the joy you want, wanting that joy to be with me

In silent prayer I can be selfish, envious and jealous
That in someone else’s love, you found solace.
My Hearer may just understand, I hope He will
Or punishment I’ll bear for as long as my heart longs
For you…the one person
My silent prayer’s only subject.

my dear, why would you not talk to me
about us, about where 
we'd­ take this now
is it really over, or
 do u just need time
do you ­still need me
or do you just want
 to forget it.

my dear, why am­ i the only one thinking
about us, about how we fix this now
are ­we really done, or do you just want to breathe?
do you still love­ me
or do you not want to care?

i know that it's been so difficu­lt
we've been through a lot of storms
but darling, i didn't mean ­to give up
when it comes to us, i'd always want to work it out
i ­thought you'd do the same, always will give us a chance

baby, i've not been so perfect
but my love is all i can show off
this h­eart of mine belongs to you
and even when you still want to go..
­i wish you'd give us a chance...

let's make this work..again..
c­oz i love you just the same...

It's been a while since she's been quite
Since the time you cut her off the fight
When you didn't let her say her nice goodbyes
And maybe you thought time would just let her fly
And the love she had would soon burn-out
Thought ignoring her would shut her heart's shout-out
But until you tell her you're not worth it
She'll always have your name all written in post-its

Though you're away and gone by the wind
Not a word or say or sign, left the girl behind
She'll still keep the hope and faith inside
That one day you'll come back splashing like the tide
Whether it's high or low, she'll sit by the shore
Sunrise to sunset until she finds out for sure
But until you say you'd want her no more
Her love would just lay there like sands forever more

It's been a while since you've been quite
And though she's silenced, not showing her fright
She longs to know the truth inside your heart
What she means, what she meant when you were apart
Her dreams and thoughts of you she cannot resist
Building her world around you, she'll never stop to insist
But until you say, to you she no longer exist
You'll have her hoping and dreams always persist

Tell her what's real and final score
Tell her enough, get up from the floor
Tell her you're happy and don't need her care
Tell her you don't love her, at least be fair
Tell her she was just and would remain a case
A girl whom you'd rather want without a face
Coz until you smash all her pain once and for all
*You are never setting her heart free from your soul....

There'll be times when you feel like the road you're walking on
takes you back to an ocean of your Unsaid words...
and while there, a giant wave of nostalgia drowns you
In the form of 'could've-beens',  'would've-beens'  and  'should've beens'...
They're the sharks. Real killers!


Splash of regrets, ripples of anguish,
and the strong current of resentment
toss you around in a nauseating surge.

You float aimlessly, swirling, disoriented
while admiring the beauty of delusion.
But it suffocates you and before you realize it,
you've gone too far to swim away from the whirlpool...
and as you swim with all your might,
the body of water turns into a quicksand..
slowly devours the 'you' who has learned to live in the present,
Disillusioned.

Have you not already made your choice?
Have you not stopped the fight long before?
Have you not let it go?
When you had your chance...
When you could've turned things around
''Speak now...or forever hold your peace...''

You picked the latter.
Live with it, idiot!