The day the sun does not rise
The day my sanity meets its demise
The day when I cannot dream in my sleep
The day when my laughter turns into a weep

The day my eyes are blinded by hate
The day when my sadness becomes too great
The day when I feel like loving is a crime
The day when I just want to hear your voice, one more time

The day I realize how useless life is
The day the blood drips off my wrist
The day the pain overlaps my emotions
The day my mind ceases its commotion

The day I see the light begin to shine
The day I decide to cross the line
The day I lightly float to joy
The day I stop being life's abused toy

That will be the day I live
That will be the day I give
That will be the last message I send
That will be my Anticipated End

The only time I'm able to escape,
From reality, and all of life's problems,
My one sanctuary
The one place I can be at peace,
Is when I dream.

My dreams were soft and kind,
And never was I afraid.
Though I cannot remember them all
I know that they were always peaceful,
Melodious in the ways they play false memories
Trapped inside my imagination.

But then you were there.
You found your way inside my head.
You made me dream of you instead.
From bright and pink to dark and red,
You made me hate going to bed.

Your twisted mind, your toxic thoughts
All flooded into me, like a broken dam
And I could not escape, I could not leave,
Cause we both know
You never leave me alone.

I see you in the mirrors.
I see you in the hallway.
I see you coming closer,
I feel your presence approaching.
Angrily, I shout at you to leave
But you never do,
You never did.
Even when you packed your **** and left,
You still were here.
Watching me.
Judging me.
Hurting me.
Haunting me.

Every night, I see you there,
In my room,
In my dreams.
I just want to sleep.
Please, let me rest.
I'm just so tired of loving you.
I'm just so tired of loving.
I'm just so tired of you.
I'm just,

I'm just so tired.
I just
Want
Sleep.

Your Eyes,

Like an infinite ocean of wonder,
Like the rarest of priceless gems,
Like an erupting volcano of passion.

Your Smile,

Like the brightest sun in the universe,
Like a herald of pure divineness,
Like a glistening lake of all that is beautiful.

Your Laugh,

Like the sounds of playful angels,
Like a thousand songs of joy,
Like a sweet serenity of happiness.

Your Love,

Like an addiction that cannot be controlled,
Like an everlasting aura that can't be rid of,
Like a blessing that can surpass any curse.

You,

The one I would live for,
The one I would die for.
The one I can't live without,
The one I can't stop thinking about.
The one I can fully trust,
The one who I call My Love.