heavier than a balloon
lighter than a brick
my mind to amuse
my heart beats quick

where are the questions
for the answers i ask
what is the obsession
with the profile i mask

my heart beats quick
lighter than a drum
and with every click
my fingers grow numb

or is it my mind
lighter than a drum
harder to find
than to overcome

are your arms
strong enough
for all the things
you want to hold?
souls are heavier
than they seem
endure
don't grow weak
you must keep
your grip
don't let such important cargo
slip

how connected do you
really need to be
before you float
away
unsure for sure
but should that
dig deep in your stance?
answers unanswered
the unknown, unknown
mildly claustrophobic
from your own mind
fresh air
comes in segments
and only last a little bit
this is nonsense
but oh
it's all part of something

open your eyes
you won't travel while they're closed
or will you?
reality or not
is the current
predicament
is it even your decision?
crisp clumpy clouds
carry you away
but you might want to stand
on your own two feet
or you might need to
you deserve the reality you wish to see
all you need to do
is escape your own imagination
and find what you are imagining

when will the journey
of finding myself
end?
i still don't know what to do
when my heart feels heavy
it's like a rock i am unable
to lift
but there has to be a trick
right?
my thoughts make me dizzy and i can't see
but maybe if i slow down?
no, i don't know
i don't know

"shooting star!"
but i'm only looking
at you
"make a wish!"
but my only wish is you
wrapped in your arms
is the safest place on earth
i think
endless are the ways
you make my heart warm
endless are the days
i wish to spend with you
and it may be cliché
but you are my shooting star
and i love you

blurry
is my future
foggy
is my brain
but the way i see you
crystal clear