Sobriety was easy
When I was broke
When I had money
It became a joke
Fighting my own battles
Living my own personal hell
All the while trying not to hit the bottom
By hitting the bottle
Every sip and drink became a punishment
For all past wrongs wronged
Self forgiveness is for what I longed
The sadness and loneliness was quite unbearable at times
How many wake-up calls would I get?
How many wake ups did I have left?
The best had yet to come and I was squandering it
Drinking my sorrows away at the bottle of a bottle
Was doing nothing but creating more problems
I couldn't fight it
What was done is done
I was no longer forever young
It was time to make things right
This is why I write