wandabitch

wandabitch Nov 2013

Helena--

Mississippi, Mississippi River
rocking washed up young souls on the rocks of chemical throws
where i laid my feet and childhood from the shivers -- cold cold never.
oh life you made me think about the memories
and death you made me think about the could it be's
sunlight moonlight lovesight midnight tripping
bluesy tunes and muddy water anthems
fire pit light of this overwhelming
can not breath can not breath i'm falling
into my self into my heart i'm seeing
your faces twist they look so fake and ugly
and still the light is red and overwhelming
take it back here i'm back--
forever was just a moment.

induced reality.

wandabitch Nov 2013

Stars of Sagittarius

The arrow does not quiver,
pulled from tongue to articulate
language from the heart;
Glowing red ash of comet dust,
fills pointed Orion's arch.

Scorched cigarette eyes that
burned only for astronomic
Recognition,
mapping a planets line in black.

Pick pocketed mind--
Struck out a balanced path
Of magnetic luck drawn,
Invisible moment poised for action;
A bow and target thought.

wandabitch Nov 2013

anti phobia frown

photogenic smiles and true to the few
we take the flashing light and run with it.
pinned up in time and backed up hard drives
remember us when were gone.

repressed and tied too this one life
always reaching for visibility
to give a life worth feeling
in a single frame.

what every second means to the hand
holding moments temporal.
hold, laugh, smile.

camera cued and magic fuse
superstitious and wild,
hung with glowing eyes.

wandabitch Nov 2013

Catch my breathe

I envy modern arts
****** pigmented *******.

Watching blue waves of smoke roll off the heaters blow
As I kiss you with my stale beer breath.

We are humans. Hydrogen and bonded.

By each moment.

Even as I chase you down for one last cigarette,
Vietnam is running out.

wandabitch Nov 2013

I'll wait for you

The taste is bitter the luck grows thinner, and doubt fills every pore.
Am I to bold to fear the adventures you seek
Outside of gas and heat.

Be wise be free be wild be Natalie.
I know dear friend, I'll see you again.

Revised...

:) you sneaky little *****.

wandabitch Nov 2013

Not again

Oh Natalie, where did you go!
Over the fence under the road?
You make my heart sick
And my voice numb.

The November wind blows cold
Sweet girl
When will you come home?

And now I smoke vinataba
from Vietnam.

wandabitch Nov 2013

Dear mother,

I am dirt. I am *****
full of earth worms squirming.

I am light. I am lightening
sky always storming.

I am wind. I am winded
currents keep on blowin.

I am life. I am living
death brings new beginnings.

This is earth this is mother
Make me whole make me shudder.

Let me take. Take your heart
Be apart of your chemistry
And
Make a way to destiny.