I sit in the dark. A shadow to my sins.
Cuts all over but where does it begin.
The pain falls everywhere but stronger inside,
No one understands so in darkness I hide.
The loneliness enters as the pain melts away
But I still cry to myself. Maybe itll be gone one day.
But my hair still covers what the world doesn’t know.
Feelings of happiness that’ll never show.
My wrist is a canvas. My razor a brush.
Why can I create art with a single touch.
The night calls and when it rains I cry.
No matter how damaged the heart maybe. I wonder why it doesn’t die.

Shadows remain in day and night
A wondering sanctuary to those escaping light
The black of night does well to hide
But people only seek shelter from the darkness inside
A pale face that never sees sun
Waits in darkness for the day to be done
But only in light can we truly see
Friends once had. Become the enemy
So never look for light within darkness
For black only shows realities harshness
But never look for shade within light
Because realities coldness is reflected through the white.

As life goes from heaven and hell
See people in pain with no family to tell
As death comes to take its souls
Many hearts are filled with holes
Those memories lie buried in the ground
A rotting abyss never to be found
Although it depends on what you seek
With a one way future. Life seems bleak.
As death treads closer an end towards end
Is it heaven or hell we choose to spend?
In this life so short and free
We are but a dying branch on the family tree.
Although in reality death is different to a dream
When faced with a loss. How peaceful does it seem.
We all die. Some young some old.
Deaths embrace will always be cold.

I see the world from eyes that bleed
Because its pain the heart needs
Sinking in this bloodied heart
Emotions and feelings torn apart
My mind is black clouded and dark
The pain never stops only embarks
I sometimes wish the pain would end
But it remains my closest friend
I feel the anger rising and rising
But as I look deeper im only despising
What I see in this heart of mine
     Death is knocking…its only a matter of time.