I'm fine, thank you for asking
Pain's something, I'm good at masking
Except you didn't ask, 'cause you don't care
And I shouldn't be surprised, to be fair.
I messed up, and I'm worthless now
And I'm hurting more, than I should allow.
But I'm fine, thank you for inquiring
Why would I be hurt, by what's transpiring?

Despite all the times, you said 'I love you'
If you heard my name, you'd reply 'who?'
Now our love, doesn't mean a thing
You've forgotten the times, you made my heart sing
You didn't even say goodbye
Because I'm not worth, another try

Thinking back to all the times I made you blush
I can't figure out why I wasn't good enough
What is it you think, I somehow lack?
That stops you from wanting to love me back.

Nah, I'm fine, I'm really okay
For as much as you care, anyway

It's been a week since you last said the words
That my heart fly away like birds
Remember? You said "I love you"
And I replied "I love you too"
But a week has past and now you're gone
I'm still in love, and you've moved on,
But perhaps I could accept that this is it
That at least right now, we just don't fit
If you could stay and be my friend
Then I could accept, that all things end

I knew I was never good enough for you
and know you finally, know it too
And I am crying, because you finally see
You always deserved someone better than me
I don't deserve to be happy, to laugh or smile
I haven't deserved to even live, not for a while
But throughout the pain, I force myself to
Because I still live, for the thought of you.
I know I did, a lot of bad stuff
but one day I might be good enough
Maybe for you, or maybe another
But for now I know, we've lost each other.



But I still swear to heaven above
That with you my dear, I'm still in love

Maybe one day, we'll meet again
Till then I promise, that's the last bloodstain
Until we next meet, I shall wait
Because perhaps there is, such thing as fate
And perhaps that we said can still come true
Perhaps there is a future for me and you
I don't think I'll ever stop being in love
But at your request I'll move on, sort of

I can't believe you ******* left.
As I struggle for each ******* breath
I love you more than anyone could
You said you'd loved me, and I thought you would
But you're gone, I was a fool
I slit my wrists, and blood starts to pool.

There's still never been a love as true
As this love, I still feel for you

I still look back fondly on all the good times we had
And I'm even more sorry, for every time I've made you sad

I wish I could hear, your **** voice,
or your soft, sweet touch, that made me rejoice

It seems there has finally come a day
When from you I have to stay away

I loved you months ago, and I love you still
And even with my last breath, I always will

I go to bed each night, and cry myself to sleep
I wake up in the morning, and just continue to weep.
A physical reaction to the realization of fears
The total loss of everything, that's what causes these tears
Because I know it's stupid, but I'm in love
And you're still an angel, belonging above