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Terra Lopez May 2014
You wanna hold my hand
You wanna break my heart
You wanna share your mind
With no regard

Oh, you're gonna lose me
If you keep this up
I believe in loyalty
But I'm not a fool
At least not yours.
Terra Lopez May 2014
the meticulous beast
of what it is
that you are
and what you are not
is something that cannot
consume me any longer.

you want a friend.
you want a lover.
you want nothing really.
yet i would be all three things to you
if you let me.
Terra Lopez May 2014
could go crazy over
this
over
analyze
over
think
this
but i'm over
over thinking
so you come to me
with what you will
when you will
and that's just what we call life,
now ain't it?
Terra Lopez May 2014
to wake
and see it
was frustrating
but no one's gonna **** up my way
Terra Lopez May 2014
the past of you
hides
and taunts
in interesting ways
i am learning
how to develop
a soft
armor
around
my heart
and mind
in order to move
(you)
Terra Lopez May 2014
don't need a label
to have you be mine
i'm yours
i've been
since the night
these eyes
caught on to you

i swear,
your voice split the room
and my brain
into two halves
a visual i could not apprehend
or understand
so i didn't try

i wanted you
in my mind
i was already on top of you
but i sat there
with an ache that ran through
my body
while you spoke about
your favorite things
and recited popular rap songs

you held my hand at the corner of the bar
for a brief moment
and i died
i lived
my ******* heart fell to the floor
and i swallowed my words
along with my sighs

months later
and you give me the same effect
it's sad to think
that you may never
know this
that you question this
when it's the truth
i cling to most
Terra Lopez May 2014
i know that
upon leaving
this town
i will have
changed
and i'm grateful for it
i'm grateful for anything
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