are these words
supposed to mean something?
am i
supposed to shout into the void
fling my emotions at the growing silence
which lies in our minds?
where am i
supposed to release
this cup full of tears
when the night is young
and the moon is howling in anger,
echoing my growing garden of emotions?
are these words
supposed to mean something?

i played
with dolls as a
kid to learn what it
was like to be perfect
and to live a
perfect
life.
you
know, dolls
did not teach me
to hate my body
the people that made them
did. my dolls were secret agents
teachers, scientists and
firefighters.
but the
people
that
made them
shaped them into
stereotypical perfection
leading me to believe, that
you had to be perfect to achieve your
dreams. this was so ingrained within
me what when i was older, dolls were no
longer toys of my imagination, instead they were models to look just like, because
in my mind, nobody who ever looked like me would be made by a doll company, because they make perfect people and only perfect people were allowed to follow their dreams. only perfect people were allowed to do perfect things.