I don't have a way with words.
I'm constantly saying **** I don't mean or when I do say what I mean
It only hurts.
I'm constantly misunderstood no matter the way I word and align these letters.
My mind is not put together and the way I express myself isn't any better.

*I'm sorry.

Leave, I don't blame you.*
I'd even abandon me if I could.

Being so aggravated that you dig your nails into your palm until it bleeds

Locked in a cage
My mind's in a maze
Even though the door is open

I. cannot. escape.

my mind is filled with **** thats seeping into my heart.
my words feel foreign and your response isn't always warming and that's why i keep my ******* mouth shut.

Since last night
my voice has left me
and I haven't been able
to say a word.

Instead of trying
to find that sound
I have simply
given up.