Fire
dance
with unrestraint
happy to consume
all space that surrounds you
and to
captivate and capture
equal and other elements
you are
passion
unhinged
by beauty
you are
hungry, and chasing
yet
content to
flutter
in innocence and ferocity
right where you stand

What is a heart when it gets ripped from your chest..?
what is hope when its smashed upon the floor..?
what is life when its smothered by rest..?
what is my love when it walks out the door..?
why cant anything ever go right
when you work so hard, every day
just to see her that one night
and now I'm imprisoned by what others say
**** me now and drag me to hell
wait.. i'm already here, I always will be
shackled, locked inside my lonely cell
until such a time as its just her and me
I wish I could fly from my lonely estate
over the clouds and past the trees
into the arms of my redheaded mate
so I can carry her to the farthest seas.
but why does death lure my heart
like a mouse to a trap to be torn apart
why does he tempt me with false hopes
just to push me off of the steepest slopes
can't I just hide for an hour or two
so I can dream of me and you?
of course not they say, you belong to us
you're stuck here whether you like it or not
so you better not struggle and don't dare fuss
why even bother when you'll stay here and rot?
cant I even speak her name
without being talked down to
or instantly bashed with blame
I need someone to cry to..
but my howls go heard by only my love
who's pain only grows as my whisper is above
why can't we be together, my dearest mate
its obvious we were chosen by fate
but sometimes destiny is a cruel *****
and the only reward comes after it's left the door
oh please please, ***** me over more
its not like my life hangs in the hands of something more
wait... it does.. but its her who holds it, and asks for nothing more
I love her so much, why can't they see
i'm speaking so clearly why can't they hear?
why cant they leave us be
why do they want us near
and yet so far away that I can't think straight
why oh why cant I be with my mate?
hear my howl you cruel **** sky
you hold nothing but lies within your thighs
be gone with you or lest I shall curse you
leave me be or I will **** you
why do the heavens torture me so?
why the hell do I believe in them.. no.
I forgot, I don't anymore.
I'm done being the church's *****
I'm told what to believe left and right
but how am I to know what is truly right
I do not believe in the suffering I'm to endure
just to make sure that the clergy is sure
that I'm just like them, I'm not a **** sheep!
leave me be so I can get some sleep.
I am a wolf and I'll howl away
every **** night and surely the day.
my love, my love together we'll be
one day forever, I promise thee.
I don't need their ****** heaven
I'm already there when I'm with you
From that day on 12/7
you blessed me with life that I thought was gone
and now I wish you could hear my song
there's nothing more that I want in this world
not faith or religion or any of their jargon
I want you with me with our bodies curled
in lover's embrace, now that's a bargain.
love is my light, and you are my goal
cant they see that you make me whole?

A poem written with lascivious thoughts,
Closer to the flame, what a ridiculous moth,
I'm driven by the lust, I felt so compelled
To close the distance between us,
I'm lost, can't you tell?
Are you a devil? Angel?
Neither heaven nor hell,
Could break this spell I'm in, I keep sinning, I love it, oh well.
Now its time to give in,
This night is a sin,
I lost control of my own body but this feels like a win.

My heart is my life force in more ways than one,
it channels my bloodflow, every drop of it so
rhythmically beating  bump-bump... bump-bump...
it will never stop until the end of my life course

my heart is a life force... and has its share of fun
it reaches out against my will to people that i know
and beats ever faster to a different tune thump-thump... thump-thump
when i think of her... she captivates my life force...

if i could have her, if i could be hers... i'd be there,
i'd protect her and caress her until the moon died
i'd embrace her and love her until her roar purrs...
i'd keep her close to me and hug her while she cried

streetlight spews in across my floor
makes its way to my closed door
over my head it comes and I stare
oh death below, oh wait... you don't care
this light is demonic, beautiful to me
hell has gifted me with a she-demon you see

taking her time, she straddles me here
am I dreaming? she whispers in my ear:
let me show you what a demon can do,
**** a man with pleasure, yes you.
I've never been more entranced
never before had our lips danced
give me more, I wrap arms around

don't beg for mercy, demons don't give it
evil little succubus, oh god I love it
my heart races, my blood starts to flow
oh dear death, my true form will show
no, no. torture is sweet, within a demon.

there was a red bird
sitting on a branch not ten feet
from my porch
and I thought
to take my pellet rifle
and shoot it dead right there.
it would be an accomplishment,
taking calm and precision,
and it would leave an impact on this world
but not too big of
one.

that red bird
begged of me though,
reminding me of my mortality,
how someone else could take their pellet rifle
and aim their sights down on my chest,
ending me, just as I could end that
bird.

so I sat inside
and watched that red bird
from the window of room.

I let him live, and realized
I had accomplished just as much
and yet nothing at
all.

My head moves up and down with your chest,
Every breathe you take, eases me to rest,
You comfort me, when nothing else in the world could,
You treat me in a way I thought no one ever would,
I can ***** something up 99 times in a row,
But you’ll be there for try 100, that I always know.

You may think your imperfections tend to hold you back,
But I see pure perfection in the things you think you lack,
You’re the most beautiful thing this world has ever seen,
And every little compliment, I promise you, I mean,
You might think your hair’s a mess, Or that your teeth don’t shine,
But I think that you’re lovely, and I’m proud to call you mine.