i fell again
after thinking i’d hit rock bottom
my mind, a relic from better times
it still dreams
occasionally i see the sky
and the sunlight punches me in the gut
every time it sees me
and the wind kicks me around
with the raindrops
like boulders hurled over my head
its all quiet
down this bottomless pit
with every scream
falling alongside you
i fell again,
thinking i was at rock bottom
yet everytime i fall, my screams scream right back at me
this one is a mess