Celebrate the dying of my feelings
Pay respect to my shell

Joy got diagnosed with depression
Sadness went to commit suicide
Anger is in a mental asylum
Disgust felt disgusted
Fear got scared of me

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I feel nothing
Nothing is what i feel

When you hurt me
I feel nothing
Nothing is what i feel

Stab me, Slash me, Chain me and Torture me
I feel nothing
Nothing is what i feel

Dismiss me, Devalue me, Discard me
I feel nothing
Nothing is what I feel

You dont cry because youre sad
You cry because you regret
You cry because you refuse to accept

"Im gonna **** myself"

I posted on Instagram

People liked it

I charged myself up
Just for you to drain me
You seemed to ignore my sincerity
And dismissed my efforts
You walked all over my dignity
I felt pain in every ******* step

There were times when I used to spark your light
Now that the room is dark, it must mean that its time to let me go
You drank up all of my energy
Now I feel so powerless

A chaotic mix of flesh and consiousness is what I am
A well balanced routine of procrastination and stressing out later is my life
A mixture of sob and snoring is my sleep
Painful and barely bareable is the pressure
And insecure but narcissistic is my personality
Thats me, ig? What about you

The only warmth i feel is from my blanket

Be a star in the night sky

Ill watch you shine

Glowing ever so brilliantly

Even better with some time

Light up the empty canvas

(You in the air tonight★)
Supernova in the sky