im here for a good time
but im not having a good time
oh well
i guess ill just stay here for a long time

So take out your pills
and face your final burden
30 should be enough
to get you to heaven

**** me
Burn me from the inside
Torture me till I let out a scream
Strangle me until I collapse, powerless
Whats the point of keeping me here
When Ive no will to stay

The light drains from people's faces,
Like the emptying bottles of alcohol.
They've flushed their dreams down the toilet,
And chose to face reality.
Feel their fear in every breath they take,
See their hands shake in the cold.
Imagine the pressure on their shoulders
Pushing on with their lives,
Fighting through every day.

Let's go somewhere we can feel safe
Somewhere hidden behind the walls
Where we are guaranteed at least a meal a day
And a blanket to fight the cold
We wont have to run away from anything
We will call this place home
I can get a job and you can go to school
You wont have to worry about nothing;
Its a great country I hear
Lets leave behind the terror and fear
And move on to our beautiful future

Im not a poet,
Im just a depressed teenger.
Ill run around the circuit
Until my sweat becomes my armor.

Dont expect much from me,
Im just a socially awkward wreck
The worst card in the deck
Only be remembered as a speck

My ideas are so cliché
That theyve become irrelevant
I always give up midway
And leave myself less confident

But until I find my purpose,
Im just a depressed teenager,
A voiceless individual,
A worthless entity.