And now you're leaving,
we almost got through it,
and now you're leaving.

You think its better but its worse;
leaving me not knowing what to do.
Leaving me with a family that's yours.

Someone help, we are drowning in
anguish and can't save ourselves.

We met you again
just months ago.

And today you have helped
pull my family apart.

So good job,
I hope you're happy.

I can hear and see your lies from
miles away.

Maybe the distance is a gift but
That remains unknown.

I enjoy when you are happy,
But it never last long.

Soon enough, you scream-
you hit.

Which is followed with more lies.
Your actions have caused more hurt than imagined.

Nothing seems to ever stop you,
Not even the love of your life taking all you have known away.

What I remember most is when I had to scream back,
telling you to stop.

You Never Listened.

For I am absent mindlessly waiting for a beginning,
For an emancipation,
For an assisted dying statue,
For a cure,
For a salvation of the world,
For peace among the worlds indifference,
For some sort of distance.

And at the same time,
Waiting to stop running from myself.

For one moment of my life
I want someone to care.
I want someone to look at me asking
'are you okay?' and really
want to know the true answer.

But people don't always get what they want,
life isn't fair?
Is that the excuse so you don't have to deal
with me?

Everyday is getting worse,
My head is in a dark place.
And no one wants to enlighten it.