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577 · Jan 2014
Concealment of a Murder
Taylor Beasley Jan 2014
There sits a girl
fragile and quiet
A girl who doesn’t eat
but claims it’s a diet
her eyes
full of sorrow
forever seeking
A smile to borrow
so much pain in her chest
unattainable and overdue rest
******* lips
and acid dreams
her put-on-smile
tearing at the seams
scars mark her wrists
looking in the mirror
clenching her fists
can’t you see
she killed a girl
A girl
that used to be me
531 · Feb 2014
What Have We Come To?
Taylor Beasley Feb 2014
We started kindergarten with Barbie lunch boxes and new light up shoes
We stared at each other with envy when someone had candy in their lunch
We watched intently as a teacher scribbled words across the whiteboard
We napped and played
We were happy

We started elementary school with frilly skirts and rolling backpacks
We stared at each other with envy when someone brought their Build-A-Bear for show and tell
We watched intently as the older kids strolled through the hallway
We read and wrote
We were content

We started middle school with purses and makeup
We stared at each other with envy when someone pulled out their iPod
We watched intently as our bodies blossomed into things we never imagined
We worked and changed
We were okay

We started high school with boys and push-up bras
We stared at each other with envy when couples crowded the hallways
We watched intently as our grades went as low as our self esteem did
We gossiped and drunk
We were hollow
523 · Jan 2014
For My Best Friend
Taylor Beasley Jan 2014
Menthol dances on her tongue
Slowly finding it’s way into
Her ever-so tired lungs
Her eyes paint a bright
Ever-so-lovely
Picture of all her sleepless nights
Her lips become sore
From those fake smiles
She always wore
Her wrists write
An ever-so-sad story
Of an internal fight
Her legs sway
Wavering, stopping
Like all the words she wanted to say
Her heart hides
Just how ever-so-badly
She wanted to die
This is for one of my great friends. She's been through a lot in the past few years and I just wrote her this so she knows how much I appreciate her.
497 · Dec 2014
Words
Taylor Beasley Dec 2014
I spend days and nights
Trying to find the words to write
The words to describe my pain
The words to explain why I'm insane
But little words can explain
What's going on in my brain

Dictionaries, thesauruses, every literary tool
Extensive knowledge of every grammatical rule
Yet I'm still staring at a blank page
Unable to explain my fueling rage
412 · Feb 2014
Time and I
Taylor Beasley Feb 2014
Every month, I close my eyes and pray for clarity,
I pray for my mind to do that bit of charity,
but it seems as when the clock ticks down,
Clarity cannot be found.

Every week, I stop listening and pray for help,
My worn out mind barely letting out a yelp,
but it seems as when the clock ticks down,
My cries immediately drown.

Every day, I close my mouth and pray for words,
Every line in my head is blurred,
but it seems as when the clock ticks down,
My shut mouth is still a frown.

Every hour, I choke back my thoughts and pray for quiet,
Every little idea starting a brand new riot,
but it seems as when the clock ticks down,
Nothing is stirring this town.

Every minute, I hold on a little tighter and pray for something new,
I grasp the rope until my fingertips turn blue,
but it seems as when the clock ticks down,
I will never get my hands on that ever-so-prized crown.

Every second, I write a word and pray that I will be heard,
Even if it’s just one little word,
but in the end, when the clock ticks down,
Nothing makes a sound.
409 · Feb 2014
Worlds and Worlds Beyond
Taylor Beasley Feb 2014
I see you at the same table every day
The same pale orange sweater
The same torn leather notebook
But always
A different novel

I sit and watch you read
I watch you laugh
Sometimes even cry
I watch your face light up
As you read the last page

I sit and watch you write
Your hand
Scribbling multiple arrangements
Of twenty-six letters
On a tattered page

I sit here everyday
And hopelessly fall
In love
With the girl
Who I have never met
364 · Feb 2014
Worth
Taylor Beasley Feb 2014
Not everyone can see their purpose,
leading them to believe that they’re worthless,
which is most certainly untrue,
because there is a very special reason
that you are you.
The freckles you don’t like are there for a reason.
They are not God committing an act of treason.
The one hair that won’t stay down,
isn’t just there to make you frown.
All the little things you hate about you
aren’t there to make your days blue.
You just gotta keep that smile on your face,
and know that you are someone’s saving grace.
You have a reason to be on this Earth
and no words, not even this poem
can describe your worth.

— The End —