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Eleven : Eleven
make a wish
for this is a time,
that no one should,
ever miss.
When you are sad, I will dry your tears.
When you are confused, I will comfort your fears.
When you need love, my heart I will share.
When you are sick, for you I will care.
You will feel my love when we are apart.
Knowing that nothing will change my heart.
when you are worried, I will give you hope.
When you are confused, I will help you cope.
When you are lost, and can't see the light.
My love will be a beacon shining ever so bright.
This is my vow, one that I pledge to the end.
For you above all, are always my best friend.
These words I have written, speak of my love for you.
From my lips these words spoken, shall always ring true.
God has blessed me, and with your hand in mine.
Both of our hearts, will forever intertwine.
Alone and unwanted is how I feel.
Writing these words is how I deal.
I guess it's better than any other way.
Like the one that takes me far away.
To the land of dark and nothing,
But it's better than here where my heart is crushing.
The future is scary but the now is worse.
I don't want to continue living out this curse.
Alone, alone, It's all I think.
It's here, It's there, It's when I blink.
I feel it in each and every bone.
Alone, alone, alone, alone.
You held me when I was born,
but let go after I grew.
still trying to remember,
cause you're the man I never knew.
The only memories I have,
are from the pictures I see.
the ones covered in  dust,
the few of you and me.
I can never remember,
the event of when it was took.
Each picture was a mystery,
as I flipped through our scrapbook.
It hurt me deep inside,
The little girl you left long ago.
The one you once held onto,
until she started to grow.
I know now fifteen years later,
what I didn't know then.
Every girl needs her father,
from beginning to end.

Always,
    Tameica Hammick.
9-22-10
I smile when I see you,
it happens everyday.
All the little things you do,
Just take my breathe away.
I always think about you,
you're constantly on my mind.
Your a love song stuck inside my head,
I sing it all the time.
I can go on for hours on end,
about how much you mean to me.
Sometimes I wonder about the two of us,
and if we were meant to be.
Always, Tameica Hammick
You left me beautiful memories,
Your love is still my guide.
And though we cannot see you,
You are always by my side
You never said I'm leaving,
You never said goodbye.
You were gone before we knew it,
and no one knows quite why.
A million times I've needed you,
A million times I've cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
You would have never died.
In life I loved you dearly,
In death I love u still.
In my heart I hold a place,
That only you can fill.*

Always,
Tameica.
I miss him so much :( 10-30-13 my CAT was my best friend and someone killed him .
I miss you so..
you'll never know,
all of my feelings
I cannot show
for if I do
I couldnt bear
the thought of once again
feeling my heart tear
you ripped it out
and others knew
they saw the hole in my chest
ripped out by you.
you ate my heart
and said those three words,
and then you left...
like we never were.
each moment was perfect.
each one better than the last.
The one thing that I cannot bear
is that you are part of the past.
I cannot believe
that we are not together.
it was never supposed to happen
what happened to forever?*

Always,
        Tameica Hammick
just now lol ...uhmmm 7-18-14   William D.
I woke up and you weren't there,
I don't even know why I left.
I need you back here with me,
cause i'm slowly losing breathe.
The world has pushed me down,
and hasn't tried to help me stand.
Constantly surrounded,
by those who don't understand.
Walking on the ground,
stepping in puddles of water.
Remembering what it was like,
to once have been her daughter.-


Always, Tameica Hammick
I moved in with my dad...
Let's play a game,
Truth or dare?
I'll go first,
But we gotta play fair.

If I picked truth,
and told you I cared.
Is that too much information,
I will have shared?

I dare you to say,
I meant nothing to you.
For only we know,
That I secretly do.

<3 Always,
    Tameica Hammick.
Do you know what I see,
when I look into your eyes?
A man whose been hurt,
but still continues to try.
You put up a wall,
that others cannot break through.
Pieces of that wall crash down,
whenever I am with you.
At the start of everyday,
You slowly let me in.
And then when the time  is up,
we start all over again.
You need to understand,
that I truly do care.
So if theres something wrong,
please know that ill be there.
When I look at you,
I drown in a blue  sky.
I choke on my words,
and watch them float by.

<3 Always,
Tameica Hammick
2-5-14
drew bear<3 I less than three u
There's a girl ,
so far into depression.
She's been hurt so deeply,
and this is her confession.
In her mind she far,
somewhere in the distance.
She met a boy,
who wants her to listen.
His voice is harsh,
but his lips are sweet.
He heals her heart,
every time their lips meet.
She craves for his touch,
she aches for his attention.
She cant seem to ignore,
the constant occurring questions.
" Im  scared"  she cries,
Is he going to hurt me?
She showed me her heart,
And it's broken  entirely.

<3 Always,
Tameica Hammick.
Trust is a weapon.
It is a knife,
or a bullet in a loaded gun.

Love is a risk.
It is putting that gun in someone's hand,
and standing in front of it.

Heartbreak is a wound.
It is letting down your guard,
and then watching as that person pulls the trigger.
She threw herself at heartbreak,
like a moth drawn to flame.
Patching up her broken wings,
just to try it once again.
And the world all thought her foolish,
for she seemed to never learn.
But how do you save somebody,
whose convinced that they should burn?
8-8-14 t.h
I lay here awake,
but ill dose off safe and soundly.
Constantly thinking,
how much I miss your arms around me.
I know you were here,
just the other day.
But I long for that moment,
when you take my breathe away.
I sometimes cant breathe,
Ill never hurt you again.
I know that at first,
you say that's hard to believe.
I made some big mistakes,
No matter what happens,
I do not want a break.
I love you too much,
to ever let you go.
The more I think about,
the more I want to let you know.
No matter what the future holds,
Ill be right there with you.
Ill whisper in your ear,
I just can't  live  without you.

Always,
Tameica Hammick
7-3-11 chelsie...an ex girlfriend lol
If only the sun was out,
to brighten up my day.
Bending the bloomed flowers,
as the sweet scent comes my way.I cry to show my pain,
and close my eyes to hide.
So nobody can feel,
how I truly feel inside.
They can see my tears fall,
but can't feel my pain within.
Hoping everything will be over,
when my eyes finally open.
I look out the window,
and sweet flowers fill my nose.
I dream someday someone,
will present me with a rose.
I lay thinking on my bed,
whenever we start to fight.
but when I go to sleep,
sweet dreams through out the night.
I decided to close the window,
cause nothing is what it seems.
That's why we close our eyes,
when we kiss, cry, or dream.

Always,
       Tameica Hammick.
11-8-10
This is me,
this is who I am.
Deep down inside is where it all began.
My days filled with wonder,
and many questions to ask.
I take out my notes,
and check off my task.
Take every step,
as if you know where you are going.
Walk into a direction,
and let go of what you are holding.
Everything you held onto,
Is let go from your hand.
All the grudges kept within,
because they didn't understand.
If I check of each task,
and get through this interruption.
Ill create my own pages,
in life's " Book of instruction".

Always,  
     Tameica Hammick.
5-12-10
I know how you're feeling,
I go through it from time to time.
there is rarely a way to explain,
and the help I just cant find.
It's like the world gave out shovels,
and everyone is digging.
They push me deeper and deeper,
and my feelings they keep forgetting.
As I sit here in class,
feeling misjudged and misunderstood.
consistently affected,
by the ******* that has occurred.
I wanna leave this place,
cause of all the drama that they yell.
The consequences are obvious,
like a one-way ticket to hell.
They constantly make me angry,
calling me out on the slightest things ive done.
If only I was older,
I'd buy myself a gun.
Its not really the gun I need,
as much as it is a bullet.
To blow away my brain,
before it tells me not to pull it.

<3 Always
Tameica Hammick
School/ dorm life.
They witnessed her destruction,
then were left to wonder why.
She saw nothing but darkness,
though the stars shown in her eyes.
But maybe they'd forgotten,
when they failed to see the cracks.
That a star's light shines the brightest,
when it's starting to collapse.
8-8-14
Standing on the edge
Water at my toes
I look at you and think
I wonder if he knows.
I look at you
You look at me
Nothing is said
But you're all I see
Your eyes consume me
I swim in them forever
I'd rather be here with you
No matter the weather.
Holding my hand
Pulling me in your direction
Silently I wait
For all of your affection
Love, Lust, Life, and Lies,
All start with the same letter.
But, I can almost guarantee,
Only one of these will get better.

What lies within,
Will lie without.
A hesitation,
Without a doubt.
The lies begin,
The lies will start.
They lie together,
They lie apart.
He lies to her,
She lies to him.
And to themselves,
They lie within.
They cannot love,
they cannot trust.
And that my friend,
Is where comes Lust.

He lusts for her,
She lusts for him.
They crave each other,
They lust from within.
They lust apart,
They lust together.
He  lusts for beauty,
She  lusts for pleasure.

If you can  love,
If you can trust.
That my friend is not lust.

Love you can feel,
with more than your lips,
your body,
Love's  More than a kiss.

When love begins,
Their love wont part.
They love together,
They love with their heart.
For he  loves  her,
and she  loves  him.
and by themselves,
They can love from within.
For you can love,
without the other.
love  yourself when there is no other.

Cant live without,
What lives within.
Heart, brain, soul,
That which Life has given.

Life  lives with her,
Life dies with him.
Life dies with her,
Life dies again.
Life will give,
everything u put in,
Death will take,
every breath you've taken.

Cherish each moment,
As if it were your last.
Don't waste your breath,
On that which is past.
Cannot find the good,
In Lust, Love, Life, and Lies.
For each one of these,
WILL end in goodbye.

What Lies within the world,
Will Lie within a grave.
For impending death,
Is the Promise that Life gave.

<3 Always
Tameica Hammick
all around truth of the known world
read my words, hear my thoughts
let them flow through you,
like a river of raindrops.

read my poems and
they may surprise u,
enter ur head,
like venom inside you.

<3 Always
    Tameica  **Hammick
March twenty fourth,
had been my first day.
Transferred to a school,
where I think I might stay.
March twenty eighth,
playing a new game.
Where all the adults are crazy,
and each one is the same.
Im running in circles,
going here to there.
he said she said,
I reall don't care.
**** these adults,
I'm done with their crap.
Ill find my own way,
Ill create my own map
I don't know my way around,
and I wont pretend I do.
I'm utterly confused,
inside this school without a clue.
Don't give up on me yet,
For what you must know.
I have a lot of friends,
and im socially most known.
Im the girl everyone talks about,
I have so many friends.
Ill figure out this school, and they'll help me reach the end.

Always, Tameica Hammick
moved in with my dad transferred schools.3-28-11
I slit my wrist to erase the pain,
you look at me, and think I'm insane,
my eyes turn red, bleeding my tears,
and still you try to protect me from my worst fears.
Look at my scars then you will see,
why I can't seem to go around and fake happy,
yet you tell me you love me, that you'll forget,
for I'll soon be gone, and I'll be your greatest regret.
So let me die, broken and scarred,
I can't deal with life, it's getting far to hard,
everything's gone wrong, it's not worth trying,
so leave me alone because I feel like I'm dying,
I don't want you to worry,
because my life is ending in a hurry,
I'll be fine, and happy you see,
for death is what I wished for and soon it will be
T.L.H
blaah
Theres that guy,
soo far away.
Maybe I could,
just runaway.
I'd never miss you,
cause you'd always be there.
Holding my hand,
showing me you cared.
Look into my eyes,
and give me a kiss.
Whisper in my ear,
just how much im missed.
That's when I fell,
not on the ground.
But in the arms of a guy,
who makes my heart pound.

Always,
    Tameica Hammick.
5-2-10
I care for you,
and it was not intentional.
But I know my feelings,
will always  be perpetual.
I want you to know,
you will soon be sated.
By the time im done with you,
ill be close to being hated.

Day by Day,
night after night.
You're on my thoughts,
and everything I write.
Word for word,
it's always you.
I hope you know,
I miss you Drew.
You make me giggle,
you make me laugh.
take my hand,
lets make our path.
Life's a ***** ,
let's go explore.
We'll open up,
the dungeon door.
We'll fight off zombies,
and rip em to shreds.
Cant wait to play halo,
and cuddle in my bed.
Ill tear off your clothes,
and take you to the moon.
You left me alone today,
But I know you'll be back soon.

<3 Always,
        Tameica Hammick
fell in love with my best friend drew the biggest troll nerd.
I can't grasp the words,
For the things I couldn't tell.
This can't be heaven,
Feels like I'm in hell.
The explosion in my chest,
Lit by destruction around me.
Felt inside a girl,
Whose emotions Will soon be free.
For nobody truly knows,
the anger kept within.
The ashes of a her heart,
Will bring her to an end.
she screams for help,
She screams for someone.
To come and save her,
But the damage has been done.
The explosion of her heart,
And the ashes are all that remain.
The last thing you will hear,
Is her blood dripping like rain.
You will never truly know,
What she couldn't tell.
She's not in heaven,
For earth is **hell.

Always,
  Tameica Hammick
               7-13-14
You may see me struggle
but you won't see me fall.
Regardless if I'm weak or not I'm going to stand tall.
Everyone says life is easy
but truly living it is not.
times get hard,
people struggle
and constantly get put on the spot.
I'm going to wear the biggest smile
even though I want to cry.
I'm going to fight to live
even though I'm destined to die.
and even though it's hard and I may struggle through it all.
you see me struggle...you will NEVER see me fall.
A family without trust,
really isn't a family at all.
Whether they are close or not,
Theres still a big hole.
The trust has been dug out,
and lies have took it's place.
I think I should a pologize,
before it is to late.
Some things I have been involved in,
I know I cannot change.
the future I can't control,
or take back the things I say.
My body's bottled up,
with sad and awful things.
I can see it in my eyes,
but to them I look the same.

Always,
Tameica Hammick
It's hard to say
It's easy to feel
But seeing something
Doesnt make it real
A subtle butterfly
A beautiful view
I feel a gentle flutter
Thinking of  you
I can feel your soft landing
Something strong enough to hold
Your the flower I crave
Your nectars made out of gold
And When I'm inside you
Encased and dissolved
My flutter and your nectar
This is reality and its evolved
A butterfly and a rare flower
One searching for the other
While the other enduring
seasonal transcendant weather.
If I was the butterfly
and you were the flower
That means Id crave you
And the butterfly always gets the flower.
Our foot prints in the sand,
begin to disappear.
Taking just a few steps,
when he whispered in my ear.
" I don't wanna be just friends,
I want us to be together.
And I don't wanna just be around,
I wanna hold you close forever."
Our memories as friends,
slowly began to fade.
The friendship that we have,
isn't easily made.

Always, Tameica Hammick.
5-15-10
No matter how hard they try
they cannot understand.
how I get through every moment
waiting to hold your hand.
That's when it hits me,
it doesn't matter what I say.
What words I use,
how I put it and in what way.
Let me ask you something,
are you as curious as me?
Do you often wonder,
how long our relationship will be?
Curious little thought,
that our future could be together.
Correct me if im wrong,
T'was  you  that said forever.
At night my thoughts are flowing,
like a river with no end.
I wanna walk until forever,
with you forever  I could spend.

Always, Tameica Hammick
Forgive me for trying,
For trying to love you,
Forgive me for crying,
For crying over you,
Forgive me for loving,
For loving a man like you,
Forgive me for wanting you to be my boo.

Forgive me for wanting,
For wanting to be with you.
Forgive me for saying,
For saying "I Love You",
Forgive me for ever thinking that I could ever be with you.
You need to be forgiven,
for not being there for me.
Tell me how the situation,
the crisis that had.
was worth leaving your daughter,
to live without her dad.
Leave me swimmming in life's ocean,
every obstacle pulling me down.
Beacuse part of my family,
didnt wanna come around.
I can't say i know the reason,
for why you left me here.
I got told different answers,
to this day its still not clear.
Im asking you right now,
Because i need to know.
Why it was so easy,
for you to let me go.
Im not doing this for you,
Im forgiving you for me.
So i can become the woman,
Forgivness will help me be.

Always,        
          Tameica Hammick  10-13-10
I tried so hard.
I tried my best.
I gave you my all,
and now there's nothing left.

You stole my heart,
then tore it in two.
Now I'm falling apart,
and don't know what to do.

Divided by decisions,
burned by the fire.
Confused by your words.
Tempted by desire.

I'm living in the present.
My mind is on the past.
Not knowing what I'll lose.
Not knowing what will last.

Blinded by fear.
Drowning in doubt.
Struggling to be free.
Looking for a way out.....
comments?
****   **you, Cupid,
For striking me so deep.
****  you,
For giving me something,
I thought I’d be able to keep.

Always,
            Tameica Hammick.
7-17-14
Since the day we first met,
i knew it was love.
God answered my prayers,
you came down from above.
You gave me your heart,
and taught me to trust.
And for the first time ever,
it was more than just lust.
Your sweet loving words,
are not to be compared.
I am forever your partner,
my soul i have bared.
Everyday i wake up,
with a smile a mile long.
I know that we are solid,
I know that we are strong.

So never put into question,
my feelings being true.
Because, I have found my one and only,
and i will always  love  you.
fantasy world.
I don't know what to do,
My head is so confused.
Here's what I have to do,
Got to get over you.

You're deep inside my heart,
The love will never part.
I felt you deep inside,
Tears flow down from my eyes.

Why do I love you so?
It's hard to let you go.
I feel you hold me close,
Why do I let you know?

Just tell me everything,
What do you want from  me?
My dream is over now,
I've hit reality.

Come and talk to me now,
What do I need to do?
My heart won't let me,
Get over you.
This is what I feel,
having hate in my heart.
I got told nobody cared,
and it tore my life apart.
I appreciate my mom,
she did the best she could.
Giving me the gift of life,
and being there when no one else would.
I didn't know I was loved,
by more than just her.
But by the family I didn't know,
the one that's just a blur.

Always,
    Tameica Hammick.
9-30-10
He.
He.
I want a guy,
who knows who I am.
But still chooses to love me,
the very best he can.
He'll hold my hand,
whenever the time is right.
He'll kiss me gently,
and call to say goodnight.
I'd be the only person,
He'll want to kiss.
And through out the day,
the only one he would miss.
He'll tell me all those things,
that I want to hear.
Sometimes he'll make me cry,
but will always wipe my tears.
He wont even have to text me,
for me to know he cares.
Cause ill wake up every morning,
and he will always be there.
One day he will soon tell me,
together we will grow old.
We'll runaway together,
and this story will be told.

Always,
   Tameica Hammick.
5-18-10
Living  in this  hell,
we call "
reality".
Watching time go by,
as evil's happening.
We go place to place,
with smiles on our faces,
knowing* that  everyone,
who passes you by,
their grins are just as fake.
Just as fake as their personalities,
for  everyone has something to hide.
Whether or not their smile is wide...

<3 Always,
             Tameica   **Hammick
shiit.
What once was hidden, is now exposed.
A broken heart, is now what shows.
Nothing is ever, what it seems.
The lies he spoke, her heart believed.
How can you love, what you have to share.
For that's not love, that is a dare.
You knew the truth, who can you blame?
Except yourself, for playing a child's game.
What's now exposed, was once hidden.
Caring and loving, that which was forbidden.
You cannot have, what you cannot take.
And that my friend, was your mistake.
His weakness showed, no loyalty within.
Except to that which,  left him broken.
Which makes no sense, it has no reason.
And this is why, I chose to leave him.

<3 Always,
                             Tameica  Hammick
I cared for him yet he loved another all which I knew and still chose to pursue him. the forbidden love.
I don't know how I feel,
  I don't want to talk.
you need to understand,
  I am still in shock.
I woke up on Friday,
to find you are gone.
but I grew up fast,
and I know life goes on.
I will come and visit you,
while you are laying in your case.
slowly walking towards you,
as my tears cover my face.
I think that in that moment,
my heart will come to see.
That there is nothing I can do,
to bring you back to me.*
Always,
          Tameica Hammick  9-2-14
R.I.P Samuel Lee Hammick August 26, 1971- August 29, 2014
I asked God for a flower,
He gave me a bouquet,
I asked God for a minute,
He gave me a day.
I asked God for true love,
He gave me that too.
I asked God for an angel,
And he gave me you (:.
If.
If.
If miracles were true,
then I'd be here with you.


Always and forever,
you and I growing old together.

Good memories to have and to hold,
undying love to be told.


Vows and promises don't mean a thing,
neither does a ring.

For no matter if we stay or part,
you've found your place in my heart.
I love you so deeply,
I love you so much.
I love the sound of your voice,
and the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile,
and your kind thoughtful way.
the joy that you bring,
to my life everyday.
I love you today,
As I have from the start.
And i'll love you forever,
With all of my heart.
7-14-14
Baby we need to talk,
there's some things I need to tell you.
I haven't been all that honest,
and I think its time you knew.
You think everything is a joke,
and you'rs super immature.
Whenever we hangout,
everything becomes a blur.
My head quickly fills up,
with guilt and other memories.
Im always thinking of them,
and theres so many possibilities.
Is it possible that ill tell you,
I cheated twice in a row?
Or is the impossible possible?
That you may already know?

Always,
      Tameica Hammick.
4-13-11
an ex girlfriend too insecure for me. moved on to men,
A feeling that lies within me,
So deep and so true.
A heart that wants to be,
Joined with you.

Wanting to be beside you,
Whenever you need a friend.
Wanting to be there to hold you,
When you feel like it is the end.

A heart that wants to love you,
A mind that wants to know you.
A body that wants to feel you,
And a person who wants to be with you.

This feeling that lies within me,
Is real and true.
And my heart is hoping you will see,
I am in love with you.
Those we Love remain with us,
for Love itself lives on.
Cherished memories never fade,
because a loved one is gone.
Those we Love can never be,
more than a thought apart.
For as long as there is a memory,
they’ll live on in our heart.
R.I.P daddy
The hardest part of losing love
Is when the darkness overrides
everything u have worked to build up,
the feelings felt inside.
When the heartache comes
I'll drink until I rust.
only to one day not wake and see,
all that's left is dust.
An emotionless heart,
never felt more alive,
than in that deciding moment,
when it realized how to survive.
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