Winter is coming
Fall is near
Each as inevitable
But together quite clear..
Leaves are turning color
The trees are during slow
It's colder every day
And it's only began to snow
Winter is coming or so they say
We've yet to see and already snowflakes
Drop all over and it can't be just me
It's cold, quiet and yet I feel assured
I know flowers will bloom and everything will be warm .
Occurring every year is what the seasons have in store.

Your heart may be broken,
your tears may run dry.
But remember that whoever it was,
who had made you cry.
That it is their loss,
That they don't deserve you.
So just remember that,
whatever you do.
Love hurts,
but its worth the pain.
The loss is  never greater,
than the gain.
Be strong now,
things will get better.
Its stormy now,
but it cant rain forever.
The sun may set,
the sun may rise.
they are the sun,
you are the skies.
They enter your life,
and temporary dazzle you.
Then they leave and reveal,
stars that are loyal and true.

Tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within . . .
I'm ready now, let love begin.

I wish you were,
still just a human
to me.
I don't wanna look at you
and see poetry

I clicked the mouse,
my mouth dropped open.
We talked and talked,
our fate had spoken.
It carved you a path,
straight to my heart.
I had no choice,
I played no part.

Always,
      Tameica Hammick

I will not cry from what you made me do.
I can live far past the potential you see in me.
I know I look weak and that maybe true,
But I will not cry because of you.
You used to help me up when I fell down
And wiped my tears off  before they hit the ground.
I can’t be perfect, though I try so hard to be
I want to laugh, in spite of what you’ve done to me
You keep reliving untruths that once were said
None of your thoughts leave, they just spin around in your head.
I tried so hard to be good for you.
I wasn’t perfect, but neither were you.
You hurt my hopes and crushed my dreams.
My future is without sight now, I have no means.
My spirit must find some other way
To make amends and take away
I have a dream without you now
My soul will soar upon the clouds
My life isn’t easy and you used to
Make each day easier to live through
But in your absence you must know
I have so much now,  I continue to grow
You held me back and I couldn’t see
How great this life would want me

So theres* this guy,  laying over there,
I think he might kiss me, but hell probably just stare. When I start to talk I look over and see this guy right here already staring at me. I wonder what it is. About my face or expression that has him confused about all my intentions. I show him affection but does he realise. That every thing I do is real for this guy.

sitting on the computer
not wanting to talk.
waiting for that moment
me and him go for a walk
he'll kiss me gently
and make sure im alright
i dont think i would do
anything to make us fight
when everything is perfect
do u wait for it to go wrong
hes all i think  about
like that stupid radio song.
maybe everything isnt okay
but he will convince me it will be
whenever hes around he is all i  see.
he makes me smile,
each and every day
although when hes gone
no happiness comes my way.


Always,
          Tameica Hammick

I grabbed your hand,
and we went to explore.
I liked this world with you,
but im looking for more.
Im not a normal person,
I don't wanna go for a walk.
I wanna run really fast,
multitask, do more than talk.
This life is my journey,
not a carefully thought out plan.
I've made many mistakes,
and in life every person can.
Theres things I wanna accomplish,
and I intend to get there.
Although I am surrounded,
by people that couldn't care.
You're still holding my hand,
but now you wanna walk.
You don't realize what I want,
I guess we need to talk.
This world seems different now,
with you it doesn't feel right.
So im letting go of you,
like a kid flying a kite.
So anyone up for adventure?
and in life looking for more?
Grab my hand lets go,
I'm ready to explore.
We'll call it our journey,
our rollercoaster ride.
Going at it together,
and staying side by side.

Always,
Tameica Hammick

When I look at life,
so happy and free.
Sometimes I see that,
but sometimes I just see me.
I look in the mirror,
so far from perfection.
I look at myself,
but there's a different reflection.
The image of a girl,
who has a lot of friends.
Likes life the way it is,
and knows how to fit in.
But, if you look closer,
you'll see what I see.
The image of a girl,
who has been hurt repeatedly.
Her past has consumed her,
made her cry about her life.
So caught up in her lies,
she cant find the path that's right.
Somewhere in my journey,
I took a wrong turn.
I made bad choices,
and hurt others in return.
Looking at myself now,
With tears streaming down my face.
The image of a girl,
not making those same mistakes.

Always, Tameica Hammick.

just one thing
on my bucket list -
to feel
your hand,
to hear
your voice
when it’s time
to face the dark

Maybe its a dream,
you falling in love with me.
Or maybe its fate,
the watch set my heart free..
but, those eyes of yours,
have left me on my knees,
keeping me from ever wanting to leave.

I cant live like this,
going through this ****.
Everyday a new problem,
and constantly getting ******.
No one to turn to,
because of no communication.
These people are not my family,
no matter the relation.
They'll look me in the face,
and call me every name in the book.
Everyday a different emotion,
everyday my life they took.
Yeah I love them,
I try to anyway.
Even if outside is sunny,
inside my world is gray.
Dieing isn't an option,
but then I a had an epiphany.
Ill dig myself a grave,
here lies the daughter of tiffany.
No, I don't need your help,
cause you never wanna give it.
I'll get out of your life,
so you can go live it.
Blame is what I get,
it's like my meals throughout the day.
Always an assumption,
no matter what I say.
This isn't the half of it,
but ill tell you this.
I'm done with this life,
I'm done getting ******.

Always,
    Tameica Hammick.

Your clumping words together,
and just making a paragraph.
I sit here and I read them,
I sometimes manage to laugh
Im not trying to be rude,
but if you have the time.
you type your feelings up,
and it doesnt even rhyme.
you throw these words together,
and call it poetry.
Why  dont you click on my name,
and see how a poem  should  be.

<3 Always
        Tameica  *Hammick

Do you ever space off,
and think about life?
About how it began,
or how you're alive.
It's kind of a puzzle,
or like a maze.
You start to go through it,
but can't find your way.
A puzzle with no box,
no easy way to do it.
Gotta make a lot of choices,
like how you're gonna go through it.
Puzzles can be hard,
when you lose some peices.
That's why its like life,
it cant be completed.
Pick up each peice,
that once was gone.
Your life may come together,
as you go on.
You'll find that person,
that turns on the light.
Puts your puzzle together,
and fits you right.

Always, Tameica Hammick

Walking through the rain,
I try to forget the pain.
I try to ignore,
the sting in my eyes.
Because I know,
a strong girl never cries.

Always, Tameica Hammick.

Here comes trouble
Better call ya back up,
Acting like your talking **** is finna burst
My bubble, better put a pin in it
Take a tack and stick it in
Your judgment  leaving cause you  , drownin and slippin from the game you in
your judgment of me left my hand like  these crisp *** Benjamins.
I be steady  bendin them
We could all get up and if we finna stay up you gotta be open to soaking in a new  opinEin
didnt say you wasn't listenin but
My thoughts ?  Just cant fit em in
While u clown and put down,
things the new ***** with a smart mouth let come out
And all she talking bout is bread? But every ***** u ****** with...
opinions dropped dead.
Real **** can never be said. With all these close minded heads.


Ya I'm going shopping and you ain't finna cop it ,
You ain't catching me not the po po
Or the dollar in my pocket.
Nah ***** you ain't stopping it acting like MY character  is a belt you can put a hole in.
Your goal is quite simple , if you try me you will *******
From all the ways you perceive
you thinking all these ******* simple.
the slang you been stocking if you listened i can top it .
Pimpings got two i's which means double  the ******* profit
I use my brain  can't knock it.
you Finna stomp it down and clown there is a brain in this ******* sound what game you playin now?
watch how  I clue u like the game
Scarlet red in the library..
  learning from croooks not books
She dont have the lead pipe or need the knife,
Look rich or poor you learned
An educated ***** is better stunt in on the old *****.
The snakes i can't hear hiss
Getting the real rich cause I dont give time to a ***** who dont know this , I might be a dumb ***** to you thats coo but those of you ,
Can have, and get it and always see me on they route. Everything gonna spill out and im cool as ice and inside Im chilled out. This tone is a ***** now and dont talk listen up but sit down look me in the eye and dont speak .
If I put it down I'll be stronger every time the real **** can't come out, I comprehend the peak and when it can't leak, it pours out my mouth like the faucet with power now , real **** and talk all over you blocking the talk that you would of seen me walk
thats ****** if you say no ***** can think but the game you play can stay that way for when I think I speak
I can't change this ****** up tone,voice or what I portray ,
Im a ***** thats okay a real one you'll see but if u ******* up imma let you be
Rain is clear everyone feels it,
But you can smell **** even if your near it
Hear it when I speak it if you in **** how can u smell what I clearly told you maybe  its because you deep in the **** I could of showed you open up to the things I told you. I'll never be the ***** to sell same **** the other ***** u ****** with sold you.
I ain't got time to be a dime
With every other ***** thinking I'm lieing
This opinion ain't a show and my girls clearly know
if I want the D I get the tree everything else is
Dont get it twisted cause other ******* ain't got
This mindset or thoughts
Dont talk to me if you dont like me
You want me to know you why spite me
Respect is respect if you give it
I'll return it like the Nike's a lick bought me
Cause the real ones got me. And I ain't wait around to fake it or talk free.
Other girls ain't like me. Intimidation is a skill you can't sell no pill flip it or sell
How can you come up with a ***** who you want to listen
She can't get what she trying to get
If her opinion dont fit
let it in see how it goes
Cause imma always speak true ****
My character stomps the *****  you thought you could change it but my words are what's with the **** and trust when I say I'm get this **** .
If it ain't right imma tell those inside the circle of trust I show and provide
A ***** or a **** imma always speak my mind.

Read* my thoughts,
let them flow into your mind.
For there are no flaws,
in these words u can find.
So click upon my name,
and read these words so true.
For it will be a decision,
that I think you should just do. (:

I pick up each foot,
and as it passes the other.
I think of my friend,
and how we have been there for eachother.
We've been side by side,
Like left and right.
Forgetting about the past,
and getting through every fight.
Through this long journey,
we've been eachother's guide.
Helping the other get through,
what we are feeling inside.
She continues to make me smile,
even when the time's not best.
She's always wiped my tears,
and knows when to let me rest.
Autumn I want you to know,
and remember for a while.
If I finish this race,
its cause u make me smile.


Always,
      Tameica Hammick  5-18-10

Today I had a thought,
Today was something new.
Your eyes steal me away ,
Every time I look at you.
You ask me what I see,
I see the details of your heart.
When I travel into your eyes,
It tears me a part.
Im not quite sure what happened,
There's things I still don't know.
Details I fail to mention,
Then the world begins to slow.
Down but not stopped,
Dark but not forgotten.
The details of your eyes,
Are something I get lost in.
The rare feature ,
The reoccurring feelings.
Falling for a man,
Whose eyes constantly steal me.
And every time I wonder,
If the man inside your eyes,
Knows I'm trying to save him,
Does he know I won't let him die?
But suddenly it speeds up,
The world no longer slowing.
The man stands on his feet,
And his strength suddenly growing.
Today was something new,
You tried you did you can.
Be better than the memory,
Of a corrupted neglected man.
So when u ask me what I see,
Every time I look at you.
I wish to say the same,
Today was something new.
You ponder your thoughts ,
Wondering what I see.
Today was something new,
Today you were with me.

When i hangout with you,
the sky is not gray.
I walk around,
and think about my day.
But then i stop,
to look down at my feet.
and slowly realize,
theres no more heat.
i spread my arms wide,
but i pull them back in.
my body's so cold,
my head starts to spin.
I could barely feel my heart,
when i imagined him here.
with warm arms around me,
i whispered in his ear.
Listen  to these  words,
cause my heart is beating slow.
This could be our last hug,
so dont ever let me go..

ALways,
        Tameica Hammick

Wanting time to stop,
so the sun will never rise.
Because in a single moment,
We found truth in all the lies.
I found love inside your touch,
And a warmth in your embrace.
My worries disappear,
as I softly touch your face...
And now I understand,
that love is like a flame.
It's lit our hearts on fire,
and we will never be the same.

Always ,
Tameica Hammick

This feeling of sadness,
has my body consumed.
My mind has dissolved,
from this feeling of gloom.
My heart it hurts,
from your constant rejection.
Does it seem like I don't care?
Is that your perception?
I long for your attention,
I crave for your touch.
You're pushing me away.,
it hurts so **** much.
Why cant you explain,
all the things ive heard.
It's killing me inside,
Or has that never occurred?
I will not fret,
I will not frown.
Cause life has a way,
of turning around.
Everything happens,
for a reason, around here.
One day you will see,
it will all become clear.
Hold on to her,
as long as you can.
Once a cheater always a cheater,
and even less of a man.
I have no sympathy,
for you and what lies ahead.
you have dug your hole,
Now lie in your  bed.

<3 Always
    Tameica Hammick

1-28-14

You know that feeling
Where you’ve waited all day to talk to the one person
and you’ve been so excited
but you compress that emotion into a simple “hey”

But you discover neither of you have nothing to say
and the conversation slows to a hault
And you can literally feel your stomach drop
and your heart ache
and the tears creeping out
one
by
one

Yeah, that feeling *****.

Here right now and way up ahead. Think what you feel think about the end. Sometimes in life we dont always feelthe precious moments butbinstead we feel the knife im a negative person or so ive been told its all the anger I used to hold. But since our begining ive been glad for you are best that will of had. This poem doesnt rhyme but it tells a story. Of two teenage lifes without the glory.

Do you see my eyes,
when they water up?
Can you see through my heart?
When it starts to hurt?
Can you feel my pain?
From all your hurtful words?
Do you even think twice?
Or give a second look?
Do you see me flinch?
When you raise a hand?
Can you even try to understand?
Do you see any good in me?
Other than when I do chores?
Do you even recognize,
me as your daughter anymore?
Your love it hurts me,
causes me pain deep inside.
That I don't even have a dad,
and you constantly make me cry.
You're barely my mother,
cause mom's love their daughters.
You should just give me up,
so you'd never have to be bothered.


Always, Tameica Hammick

Give  PEACE,
Spread Love,
Stop    War,
Rise  Above ^

6/26/14
<3 Always,
     Tameica  *Hammick

You were you,
and I was I.
and we were two,
before our time.
I was yours,
before I knew.
and you have always,
been mine too.

When tomorrow starts without me,
and im not here to see.
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
all filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
the way you did today.
While thinking of the many things,
we did not get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too.
But, When tomorrow  starts  without  me,
please try to understand.
That an angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand.
And said my place was ready,
in heaven far above.
And that I'd have to leave behind,
all those I dearly loved.
But, when I walked through heavens gates,
I felt so much at home.
God looked down and smiled at me,
From his great golden throne.
He said " This  is  eternity and all  I have  promised  You."
" Today for life on earth is past,
But, here it starts anew.
I  promise  no  tomorrow,
For today will always  last.
And since each day is the same,
there's no longing for the Past. "

So when tomorrow  starts  without  me,
Don't think we are apart.
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here in your heart . **<3

As I sit her with little to do,
My mind is filled with thoughts of you.
As I work hard throughout the day,
I miss your smile that's miles away.
As I lay down and try to sleep,
It's memories of you I always keep.
You must know my love is true,
I spend all my time missing you.

truth is my poems are legit.
I dare you to find one
that u don't like.
truth is ..

We can't be together,
I loved you though  I swear.
This just isn't a game.
this isn't Truth  or  Dare.
I've played this game before,
In fact I played with you.
I dared to fall in love,
even though so far from you.

Always,
      Tameica Hammick.  10-19-10

The* way
being in love
shatters
its own  legends.

Read and Reread a page in a book,
Each and every line.
Memorize every letter,
Until they intertwine.
Take a little break,
Then do it all over again.
Until the tears soak up the words,
And you can't find where you begin.
Though blind with tears,
And haunted by fears,
Every thing starts to clear.
You can not put in,
What does not fit in,
Or unwrite that which has been written.
So back to the book once again
Remembering  the damp crumbled words
To know how it will begin,
To tear you apart just at the end
To constantly remind yourself as you have been
rereading a page will not become unwritten.
Will not change the words ,
Or make them listen,
Go on skip ahead
Read from the heart
This is where you wanna begin
This is where it should always start.
**** the begining **** the end
Let's just meet half way.
But even this of course would be
Just not the proper way
Even when you chose to start
You took the time to reread every part
Even the pieces that broke your heart
And  even knowing when you start again
It'll never be possible to rewrite the end.

Can't you see I'm hurt inside,
Hope that fell, love that died.
Words unspoken, left unsaid,
And as you know that's how it ends.

Unbreathed air left hanging there,
With love like this it seems unfair.
The truth is shattered ,
The silence sealed.
My candle burned out my tears.

My head held high, but no one looked,
I held my ground, and there I stood.
One look my way that's all it took,
To finish the page of my own book.

Do not look back for it's the past,
Just look on straight for there's your path....