If only the sun was out,
to brighten up my day.
Bending the bloomed flowers,
as the sweet scent comes my way.I cry to show my pain,
and close my eyes to hide.
So nobody can feel,
how I truly feel inside.
They can see my tears fall,
but can't feel my pain within.
Hoping everything will be over,
when my eyes finally open.
I look out the window,
and sweet flowers fill my nose.
I dream someday someone,
will present me with a rose.
I lay thinking on my bed,
whenever we start to fight.
but when I go to sleep,
sweet dreams through out the night.
I decided to close the window,
cause nothing is what it seems.
That's why we close our eyes,
when we kiss, cry, or dream.

Always,
       Tameica Hammick.

You held me when I was born,
but let go after I grew.
still trying to remember,
cause you're the man I never knew.
The only memories I have,
are from the pictures I see.
the ones covered in  dust,
the few of you and me.
I can never remember,
the event of when it was took.
Each picture was a mystery,
as I flipped through our scrapbook.
It hurt me deep inside,
The little girl you left long ago.
The one you once held onto,
until she started to grow.
I know now fifteen years later,
what I didn't know then.
Every girl needs her father,
from beginning to end.

Always,
    Tameica Hammick.

A family without trust,
really isn't a family at all.
Whether they are close or not,
Theres still a big hole.
The trust has been dug out,
and lies have took it's place.
I think I should a pologize,
before it is to late.
Some things I have been involved in,
I know I cannot change.
the future I can't control,
or take back the things I say.
My body's bottled up,
with sad and awful things.
I can see it in my eyes,
but to them I look the same.

Always,
Tameica Hammick

I grabbed your hand,
and we went to explore.
I liked this world with you,
but im looking for more.
Im not a normal person,
I don't wanna go for a walk.
I wanna run really fast,
multitask, do more than talk.
This life is my journey,
not a carefully thought out plan.
I've made many mistakes,
and in life every person can.
Theres things I wanna accomplish,
and I intend to get there.
Although I am surrounded,
by people that couldn't care.
You're still holding my hand,
but now you wanna walk.
You don't realize what I want,
I guess we need to talk.
This world seems different now,
with you it doesn't feel right.
So im letting go of you,
like a kid flying a kite.
So anyone up for adventure?
and in life looking for more?
Grab my hand lets go,
I'm ready to explore.
We'll call it our journey,
our rollercoaster ride.
Going at it together,
and staying side by side.

Always,
Tameica Hammick

March twenty fourth,
had been my first day.
Transferred to a school,
where I think I might stay.
March twenty eighth,
playing a new game.
Where all the adults are crazy,
and each one is the same.
Im running in circles,
going here to there.
he said she said,
I reall don't care.
**** these adults,
I'm done with their crap.
Ill find my own way,
Ill create my own map
I don't know my way around,
and I wont pretend I do.
I'm utterly confused,
inside this school without a clue.
Don't give up on me yet,
For what you must know.
I have a lot of friends,
and im socially most known.
Im the girl everyone talks about,
I have so many friends.
Ill figure out this school, and they'll help me reach the end.

Always, Tameica Hammick