This is what I feel,
having hate in my heart.
I got told nobody cared,
and it tore my life apart.
I appreciate my mom,
she did the best she could.
Giving me the gift of life,
and being there when no one else would.
I didn't know I was loved,
by more than just her.
But by the family I didn't know,
the one that's just a blur.

Always,
    Tameica Hammick.

I cant live like this,
going through this ****.
Everyday a new problem,
and constantly getting ******.
No one to turn to,
because of no communication.
These people are not my family,
no matter the relation.
They'll look me in the face,
and call me every name in the book.
Everyday a different emotion,
everyday my life they took.
Yeah I love them,
I try to anyway.
Even if outside is sunny,
inside my world is gray.
Dieing isn't an option,
but then I a had an epiphany.
Ill dig myself a grave,
here lies the daughter of tiffany.
No, I don't need your help,
cause you never wanna give it.
I'll get out of your life,
so you can go live it.
Blame is what I get,
it's like my meals throughout the day.
Always an assumption,
no matter what I say.
This isn't the half of it,
but ill tell you this.
I'm done with this life,
I'm done getting ******.

Always,
    Tameica Hammick.

Do you see my eyes,
when they water up?
Can you see through my heart?
When it starts to hurt?
Can you feel my pain?
From all your hurtful words?
Do you even think twice?
Or give a second look?
Do you see me flinch?
When you raise a hand?
Can you even try to understand?
Do you see any good in me?
Other than when I do chores?
Do you even recognize,
me as your daughter anymore?
Your love it hurts me,
causes me pain deep inside.
That I don't even have a dad,
and you constantly make me cry.
You're barely my mother,
cause mom's love their daughters.
You should just give me up,
so you'd never have to be bothered.


Always, Tameica Hammick

When I look at life,
so happy and free.
Sometimes I see that,
but sometimes I just see me.
I look in the mirror,
so far from perfection.
I look at myself,
but there's a different reflection.
The image of a girl,
who has a lot of friends.
Likes life the way it is,
and knows how to fit in.
But, if you look closer,
you'll see what I see.
The image of a girl,
who has been hurt repeatedly.
Her past has consumed her,
made her cry about her life.
So caught up in her lies,
she cant find the path that's right.
Somewhere in my journey,
I took a wrong turn.
I made bad choices,
and hurt others in return.
Looking at myself now,
With tears streaming down my face.
The image of a girl,
not making those same mistakes.

Always, Tameica Hammick.