It'll be hard for them to realize. I flatter myself in thinking that but I believe it is true.

Now they're free from the drama. Perhaps that breaking point was what I needed to realize that I'm doing them more hurt than harm.

They never asked to get involved with me, to let me drag them down, to make them think they did something wrong.

The only thing they ever did wrong was to let me in.

And I loved every sainted moment.

I just wish I had been strong enough to contribute to them like they contributed to me.

They're going to blame themselves. Loving them from afar, watching them grow, learn, and love from a distance will be one of the hardest things I've ever done.

But I wouldn't have hurt them like this if I didn't know
that they'd benefit massively.

.....goodbye.