-- of an era,
the tip of the stage
of my life here and now.
Today I saw the end of my job
and it was in the shape of a tall gay black man.
I helped name him my successor.
Today I saw the end of youth
and it came in the form of a compliment
a young guy asking if I was a teacher.
Today I saw the end of college
in the awkward rejections of plans
new friends I wish I had met earlier.
Today I saw the end of waiting
for the moment I would meet Taylor Mali
and he didn’t disappoint.
Today I saw the end of peaceful nights
tears and heartache relentless
and not a true friend around to hear.
Today I saw the end
and boy if it’s not just the beginning