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starstrike Jan 2020
I cannot rest easy
For there are things I know I am meant to do
Things that are technologically impossible
That I can only accomplish in my unconscious dreams

If reincarnation is real I hope more than anything
I am born again a human with the same burning passion
In a time when what I cannot achieve now is finally possible

And I hope more than anything
My new self does everything in their power
To realize the things I am currently unable to
And relishes in every explicitly splendid moment of it

Perhaps then my soul can be fulfilled enough to find solace
Perhaps then I can rest easy at last
Pauline Morris Jul 2017
So ******* lonely it hurts so much
No one to talk to no one to touch
There's only sorrow in my core
I don't want to exist any more
Wishing I would of joined my friend when he died
But all I do is ******* sit here and cry
Every year I hope it gets better, but it only gets worse
I'm so very tired of living under this curse
God please take me in some way
What I have is not life, but decay
I can't take my own life, it would hurt my family to much
But please take me home God, I can no longer to this life clutch
Time does not heal wounds only more does it create
Please God I can no longer live in this state.
God please hear my plea
I no longer want to be

©Pauline Russell

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