I'm frustrated, it's a roller coaster of emotion
There's no notion for all this commotion
In the ocean of my heart, mind, body and soul
It's an explosion
But this feeling has me confused mentally misused
Lost like when Lenell Geter was wrongly accused
For a crime he didn't commit but the power was abused
But there shouldn't have been an excuse
Because I'm annoyed by the one I employed
To give me attention but not to mention how they destroyed
Me from the inside to see the outcome I wanted to avoid
So what happened to the once amazing beginning I enjoyed
It was all fun and games til they dethroned me
Saw my submissive side now like Mariah Carey I'm sad and lonely
Am I a homie, a crony or more than a friend getting played like Sony
But you know I'm only
20 soon to be 21
In a couple of months but I'm not having fun
I feel like the barrels loaded and your hands wrapped around the gun
Am I the predator or the prey, could you be the culprit or am I really just all in one?