my scars
should I be ashamed of them
the answer isn't clear
but what I know is
that I find them beautiful
they may not have came from beauty
but they grew to be
the scars erupted from pain and misery
I was searching for an escape
an outlet for my despair
I found it in blades
they marred my skin
but I love them so
I don't want to be judged for them
but I find beauty in the pain
80 some days clean from self harm