Where are we at
I couldn’t say for sure.
I know that you’re scared
Cause so am I,
You don’t have to lie to me
The same way you’ve been lying to yourself.
I don’t expect our story to be like a fairy tale
But god I don’t mind if it ends like one.
You feel alone,
Almost like you have no control
Of the feelings you have towards yourself.
But what does that mean ?
I couldn’t really tell you.
Where we at
It’s not easy to see,
I get the feeling that Im no longer someone dear to you
I guess it’s fine since we weren’t really trying
But it hurts a whole lot knowing that you couldn’t tell me the truth
And what is the truth ?
You are afraid to be happy with someone cause you fear that your past will come running towards you,
You concern yourself with people who haven’t seen your mask
And it’s crazy to me cause I do the same.
Where are we at
I have these thoughts overcoming my brain
But no real way to tell you about it,
I couldn’t even try if I knew how
You don’t respond the same way.
I guess everything comes and goes
Like birds migrating when winter arrives
But I guess I didn’t expect you to migrate from me.
I believed that the memories we had of me and you were pretty warm.
at the time I wasn't ready to be your home,
It wasn’t my plan to make you my all
I just wanted to enjoy the company and love that you gave back to me
Had I known this was how it was going to be
I would have enjoyed the moments I saw you a little bit more.
meeting someone that is perfect for you at the wrong time hurts a little because it will always be what could have been.