Are you in pain today?
Wishing it could just go away?
Looking back at all the times it never went the right way.
Wondering if tomorrow or next week or next year will be any different.
Knowing it will be the same anyways.
Whittling away the days.
Withering away.
Waiting for the day.
That you can say you feel alive.
Having the weight off your shoulder.
Feeling a little less colder.
Letting your memories smolder.
And finally grow older.
Without regret looming over.
Maybe you can try again.
Its been awhile since then.