I was always different
from what people expected
I know I'm still so immature
I still learn from my life lessons
so many responsibilities that I have neglected
my vision was always strong in a different direction
had a lot that I had bottled inside
I couldn't express it
Pain wont leave me for a day
I can feel the depression
Its taking over my body, mind and soul
Its like I'm always stressing
People tell me that I should sleep
but I'm always so restless
I lay awake at night and think
my thoughts are so helpless
Do I need a moment to breath?
Just a moment to vent this?
I seem to be the only person
that I play pretend with
*When all the lights go out
what am I really left with?
