The Most Beautiful Girl
When I first met you, I had an argument with my heart, along with my breath. I was fighting with them. A nonsensical argument, on who i should catch first. I never knew who won between the two but, All I know, from that day, I knew, that I wanted you desperately. There was something about you, that pulls me in, and keeps me there. something beyond this world. something Ethereal. something that, Up until now, I'm still finding it hard to figure out. was it your smile? the sound of your voice? your laugh perhaps? or could it be the way you simply look at me. those eyes. god those eyes. i hold my breath, every time you stare at me. it feels as if, I'm drowning in a pool in a restraint jacket. I feel helpless. I wish, I could, sum up the courage to tell you exactly how I feel about you. I wish that, there was some magical drug, that would make you read my mind, and let you know exactly what i feel. I really wish, You know what i'm going through. You have no Idea, how hard it is to hide my feelings, whenever you're around me. I feel like a coke can shaken up, wanting to explode but, your fingers wouldn't open the tab. gosh, I wish i could tell you exactly how i feel about you. How the slightest curve of your mouth, means the most happiest moment of my life. and when your hair billows against the wind, i can feel my heart racing,. Your scent, Don't even get me started with your scent. there are a lot of places, that i haven't seen. or things that I haven't done, but as long as I have the moment, to even spend just a second with you. I know, deep down, that I could die, a Happy man. I swear, I didn't Plan to feel this way. This had blind sided me, out of no where. I thought, You were just another girl that would casually pass me by. but somehow, you've hooked me, towing along with you not knowing, and that kills me deep down. believe me, whatever is written here, is not even a fraction on what I feel for you. I'm literally dying, without you knowing it....