take me to a swimming pool that has not been peed in
with no grass or dead wasps floating around my bare skin
one newly installed that hasn't corroded yet
take me to fresh snow that has never been walked in
let me feel the crunch beneath my feet as i step into fresh turf and smile
knowing that they are all my footprints
knowing that i am the only one who has ever touched this ****** powder
take me to a coffin that has never been opened
a faceless, nameless beauty
one that nobody else knows about
and i will treasure it
like it is my own
because i am an old nobody, too