Frowns shadowing despair and of agony;
An annoying show of irony.
Reality far from what I desire,
Everything seems really so dire.
Wonderful were the times when we were together.
Everything smoothly flowing like a light feather.
Like there would be no tomorrow, while loving each other;
Like I could finally sacrifice my life for another.
Simple apologies for my mistakes I ask;
Only was hiding from you under my mask.
Realized that hiding the truth was wrong from the start;
Rapidly mended those errors which I realized wasn't smart.
You then changed to someone very different,
And almost always leaving me with a cardiac ailment.
Needless to say, it made me lifeless.
Definitely though, I was helpless.
I now know, I could never be the same man.
Lost I am and empty like a tin can.
Only reassurance left within me is that you're happy;
Vaguely though, since even I can't sense how truly.
Everything now is quite clear to my mind.
You should just go on and leave me behind.
Only hoping you could understand the purpose of my art;
Ultimately leaving my last poem's mark deep inside your precious heart.
Read the first letters of each line downwards =D