there was so much i wanted to say
but
he was not the one
i wanted to tell it all to

what hurts the most
is that
i can never get back
what you have taken
from me

you

i gave a million *****
yet
you could not give one

the sore pain my heart is suffering from
will never heal
as you broke a piece of mine
to bandage yours
to be a better you for your return to her

if you loved me

then

why was there a her?

was your heart not devoted to mine
when my melodies sung for yours
as the sun rose on my side to wake
the soul of yours you have left behind
in the life you continue to forget
that we have created together
as the sunsets on your end to her

what hurts the most
is that i loved you
when i was meant
to love him instead